her sayings..

2011-12-21T07:56:00.000-08:00

If you were born on the:
1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.
4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.
5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.
9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.
Number 1
You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous
on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You
always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most
likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are
likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most
likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a
spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you
will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of
the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in
your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you &
your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a
pioneer, independent & original your best match is 4, 6, 8 while a good match
would be with 3, 5 and 7.
Number 2
No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You
day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for
every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change
according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of
musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication. You can be sweet
as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a
sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a businessperson. You
are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you
settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you
are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will
sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad
vision. You make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 7,5, and 9 no
other people can put up with you!
Number 3
You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots
of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope
with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you
would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a
point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are
not a cool person. It’s not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But
once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You
always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and
problems but they won’t be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love
money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look
after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being
generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom,
creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world!!!
Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5.
Number 4
You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in
life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause
nuisance to others if you area man, as you gifted are with understanding other
people’s problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you
are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends and you tend to have too
much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and
get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You
love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family
and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live
with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be
careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart (ahaks!). And
beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a
hit old-fashioned; you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8. Good
match 5, 6, and 7.
Number 5
You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your
enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will
be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will
always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help
your friends. You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down
you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships – even if you are
married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with
anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You
learn your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2, Good
match 6, 8.
Number 6
Ooopppss… You were born to enjoy! You don’t care about others. I mean you
always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either
education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people
who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your
mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But
if you are a number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships
until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged
early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person
of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and
after all you can heal this world’s wounds to make peace for everyone because
you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step
further.. Your best match 7, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5.
Number 7
You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art,
singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value
your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain
age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s faces
lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have
everything in your life but with worries throughout your lifetime. You need to
get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don’t, then you
might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone’s joy. Your
best match is 2. Good matches are 1, 4.
Number 8
You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand
you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the
one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way
through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who
will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very
reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and
always prepared to help others. However, once you settle down, (which is often
late), then your had lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems
such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly-
disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take
you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your
Best match 1, 4 and 8. Good match 5.
Number 9
You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong,
physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will
think it’s still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there!
Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will
have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very
naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been
involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when
you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho
type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or
banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but
you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are
humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve
targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model
for everyone. Your best match 3, 5, 6, and 9. Good match 2.

got this from kaykay's blog

this is quite true! omg!

2011-11-26T21:25:00.001-08:00

back again to write another post.

my period is still not here!!! gosh.. it's been like 10 days late already!!!

and i'm leaving for taiwan in like.. what 3 days?! gosh!!!

well.. went for a morning run with my parents and after that we went to have breakfast.

i hope this will become a regular routine that we can stick to.

then everyone will be so healthy and strong! haha!!

so i saw someone very unexpected.. and he was with a girl. and i think i know who she was.

oh wells. i thought i would feel.. something but all i thought was wow.

i got cheated yet again. being lied to again.

i'm forever being lied to again and again. whether it's from the same person or not.

and you know how intolerant i am towards these people. so therefore i am not angry at him but rather angry at myself for even having the thought of believing that it was real.

oh well. i am forever alone. so.. i've gotten used to it

now i am just being thankful for everything that i have now and not be so picky about life.

i am thankful for my family, for providing me with not only shelter and food, but also everything that i need.

also thankful to all my friends who have been there when i needed them. really. without you guys i wouldnt have been able to survive this school year.

i am also thankful that i am healthy and not sick, though i have an injury but it's kind of dormant.

so i shouldnt be brooding over such petty little things but rather move on yeah.

i still feel very out of place. very empty inside.. i dunno how to kick away this feeling.

i do miss my old place. really do. i dunno maybe it's because of that..? i'm not too sure.

sigh... i dunno what else to do now..

nothing seems to interest me anymore.

people...? nahh..

shall take a nap now.

I HAVE TO RANT

2011-11-24T06:16:00.000-08:00

i have to rant. I HAVE TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
so school term is finally fucking over!!!
time for celebration.
i feel so liberated from whatever sai that's been going on.
it's been a rough year for me. and i believe for everyone that i know too.
takes time for me to adjust to this. shithole.

i hope that next year it'll be better.

so my life so far has been...
i dont know.

ever since like after i got my results.. everything seem to just pass me by like this
and i've been just living my life as it is.
i really dont know how i feel or what i'm thinking about.
i think there's a void in my soul or something that keeps getting bigger and bigger.
and i'm becoming not myself lately.
sigh i really dunno what's going on with me! WHY

so the people in MJ.
i seriously have so much to say
as you can tell i'm from a neighbourhood school. and in MJ it's mostly people from better schools like AHS, temasek, VS... just to name a few. and they have their own school clique you see. and my clique... is just me.. and jess. and what more we're from different classes.

i feel so annoyed and so left out. is like
i'm never like this in secondary. like seriously what the fuck man.
i bet people from my school can never imagine me just walking alone in school with the music plugged in, drinking a packet of.. whatever.
seriously that's me everyday in MJ
and it's not like i dont make an effort to make friends
it's that these people are just.. how to say.
different from my world. you know?

somehow i just feel so conscious about the people around me. like they're very judgmental or something even if they aren't.

BUT SERIOUSLY dunno what the fuck is wrong with me

okay so less about me and more about the people around me

i kind of know what kind of friends that i most likely will stick to.
and it's not due to common interests. CCA. racial background. family background. blablabla
it's not that. but rather character. personality. yeah.
so when i first meet these people.
yeah they were nice.. i thought they were you know my type of friends. or maybe better than i expected. but somehow i just dont feel connected.

debs asked me once, if i had something bothering me real real real badly and i cannot hold it in any longer. who will i turn to in school.
and i straight away answered, without thought.

nobody.

but if i do see jess. i'll just rant to her. OH and now me and hwee min quite close ah! so i think i can gossip to her too. HAHA which i did. since she asked. xD

but really. i just dont feel like i can trust them.. or rather. rely on them cause like. they dont really give a flying two fucks about me. as they have their own fucking business. and they are more of a couple.. so like whatever you know. these kind of people. seriously dont get too attached to them. they just find you when their partner ignores them... or. whatever reason.
whatever. dont need to have these kind of bullshit in my life. you have a boyfriend/girlfriend. your fucking problem. you lose them then you find your friends. seriously..?
call yourself a friend. nigga please. i rather not befriend you.

thank god i have my group of friends. even though they have boyfriends. at least they dont act like you. they know how to BALANCE. you heard of that word before? yah. you should adopt that.

i really had enough already. huh.
seriously you think you can treat me like this.? kena thrown aside.?
i seriously held it ALLL in. tried to digest it and shit it out.
but sorry i bear grudges.

i still remember once you said i was desperate and that was before you had a girlfriend.
seriously.? me desperate.? more like you go flirt with any girl and ask them to be your girlfriend. and tada you got attached! congrats, gave you my blessing. THEN still want to suan me for what. FUCK YOU. just cause i happen to know stuff does not mean i actually DO those things right. seriously. FUCKING NARROW MINDED. grow up. you act so different with your girlfriend around. yeah sure you are very sweet. nice and gentlemanly. BUT PLEASE can you not PDA in front of me. seriously fuck off.

okay i sound like i'm jealous. but i am freaking not. i'm not fucking jealous of this kind of douchebag and i had enough of playing nice. and letting him insult me like that. you damn fucking lucky i did not pursue the matter. and again i bring this to my grave.

if you ever find my blog. HAHA congrats.
not like you're gonna do anything about it right. cause you're so happily in love..
blabla what the fuck. so young only.

wah then have another one. like seriously. rant rant rant rant about this girl. huh
say bad things about her. then tell me not to say anything. and so i did. i mean. seriously who can i tell? not like i'm fucking close to anyone. fuck. buuttttt recently i realised that YOU yourself told somebody else your story. WHOAAAA pity party? why arent i invited.

then everytime she ignores you. you throw a bitch fit. and try to find a replacement. whether it's me... or some other girl. available to your pity cries. seriously ICANNOT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE. you're full of bullshit. if you like her just tell her and end your misery.

i warned you that i do not wanna be nice anymore

i honestly have never felt so unwanted before. i dont belong anywhere. whether it's CCA... or wherever.. i mean.. am i that unlikeable?! seriously?! okay la.. i mean i may be bitchy and twofaced. and fake and whatever. but if you treat me good it's not like i'm gonna bitch slap you right.
so yeah i do not have friends in JC. har har. laugh all you want haters. wish you burn in hell

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

2011-08-08T04:11:00.000-07:00

whoops!! i forgot to update my blog!
so it's the 3rd entry for this year! haha
YAYYY long holidays!
but i haven't been using it very productively.. WHOOPS
so erm. i have like.. test on thursday and friday.!
damn dayyuumm.
somehow i no longer complain about the long days. the pile of homework. the tests.
i've come to terms with the shitty life i have and i just have to stop complaining you know?
and just accept the shit that comes in your way

so i lead a boring life... not much fun.
not much partying.
but i guess i'll have to wait. i can see that when i go to university. i'll have my fun.
let's not get too caught up with fun yeah?

take it slow.. baby steps and we will get there.

tomorrow's national day!
i always loved watching NDP. it's like.
I'M SO FREAKING PROUD TO BE A SINGAPOREAN!
seriously!
i love NDP songs... and i will try my best to remember the lyrics and sing along with it
it's better if there's a dance to the ndp song
like We Will Get There and Reach Out For The Skies. (:
i cant seem to recall what's the NDP theme song last year!
what's up with that!

mm.. i hope tomorrow i will be filled with drive and motivation to study!! i need to complete my promo packages and consolidation exercises. ANDDD section Bs of my math tutorial so i can ASK for consultation and be a typical MJ nerd
WOOHOO

okay i kinda look forward to my nerdy self. cause i wanna see what comes out of my hard work.
i mean if my result's still shit right....
oh well. i still have to work hard right?

i really want to get promoted!!! cant live with this STRESS and. PRESSURE for another year!!! it's way too much for me.
oh and i wanna get PW done and over with!! like seriously!! it's getting on my ass.

alright. i have nothing much else to say.
WHO READS MY BLOG i really wonder. haha! oh well
i like talking to myself once in a while.
and to end of

McFly!!! YAYYY!

2nd day!

2011-08-02T03:41:00.000-07:00

HELLO AGAIN!
it's another boring day. of my boring life yet again!
but i guess today was pretty alright.
i was NOT TIRED AT ALL. did not fall asleep in any lesson.
oh wait! i did! haha while doing GP paper
omg.. the passage was fucking hard to understand!!! it was something about belonging in community... then what individualism shit. OMG fail!!!!
somemore the teacher said this passage is easier than promos
WHHAAATTTTT
gonna fail promos compre! as usual~

so i got back my EOM draft..
somehow i like to do EOM. haha!! cause it is quite easy!! (:
dunno how some people can be so stressed about it.
maybe cause i have a good PW teacher. thank you!

mmm... as usual, nothing really happened in school
not that i can think of..
hmmm... really sia.
omg my school life is damn boring!
everyday just repeats itself. over and over again.
and i always dont know how i wake up everyday, to go to school.
LIKE SERIOUSLY
i am very amazed. (:

omg... my back really hurts a lot.
shall ask my mum to massage for me.

OMGOMGOMG i think i am putting on weight
shitshitshit
cause my skirt is like.. kinda tight.. so i cant pull it down
so it's like very short! OH NO.

yeah so that's about it. OHOH i need to share a song. omgz... the lyrics is damn awesome!!
like seriously i love it.
super meaningful

Less Than Jake - The Science of Selling Yourself Short

I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless,
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships,
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away,
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems,

[Chorus:]
I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy

I could be an expert on co-dependency,
I could write the best book on underage tragedy,
I've been spending my time at the local liquor store,
I've been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
I'm so over-dosed on apathy and burnt out on sympathy.

[Chorus]

Let the meaning slip away
Lost my faith in another day,
Self deprication seems okay,
I never thought I'd make it anyway

[Chorus]

I'm my own worst enemy [x5]

WHOOOO!!!! i shall end off with a.... PICTURE OF...

DANNY JONES!!!! OMGOMGOMG HE'S SO HOT

back to basics

2011-08-01T07:38:00.000-07:00

OH HELLO!
yes i am back to blogging!
so far i only know ONE person who has been an active reader.

HI DEBORAH! LOL!!!!
i know you're reading this.

so this girl asked me to blog so as to erm..... BETTER MY MEMORY!
sigh, the things i do to improve my memory.

I HOPE THIS REALLY HELPS cause like.. if it doesnt. omg it will be a fucking waste of time yo

ooooo check out my short hair!!! omg. i look stunning. HAHHA self praise only
so... let's see erm. today is like.. a monday.
there is training... and bio prac. today is a fucking long day like O.M.G

so i am super tired luh.
OHOH.
i am changing my body clock again.
NO MORE WAKING UP AT 4AM IN THE MORN.
cause that will make me very tired.. and.. tired. HA
so back to being a normal person and wake up at 6am. sleep at 11pm. or somewhere there.

so anything funny/entertaining that happened today.? hmmm...
not that i can think of la.
OHOHOH my vball couch is damn fierce!!!
she said she was very annoyed that our vball not encouraging enough SO 50 PUSHUPS FOR ALL!
omg... 50 at one shot. somemore i did more cause... the rest did a little slower.. then recount.
then i think i did 6 more.
AHHHH arm pain.

oh shit... tomorrow have timed compre for GP. wahh fuckfuckfuck.
i hate compre can NEVER understand it. is like too cheem!!
and i have very limited vocabulary AS YOU CAN SEE. so i cant seem to like.. USE MY OWN WORDS like wtf.

okay first period tomorrow is BIO tutorial and i havent done the tutorial.
wtf i dont even have the damn tutorial. i wonder why..
so i went to like photocopy from Arun, which he had already done.
so i photocopied his answers.. HAHAHA so it's like. DONE

oh wellz.. i am so tired from training. i need salonpas on my shoulders
been doing service and spiking. i must say i have been improving!
coach says that i can hit even harder! woohoo! i am strong yo!

okay.. it was suppose to be a short post la.
i think i'm very naggy. either that or i have not been blogging for a long time and i have a lot of shit to say!
ahaha!!! so whoever is reading this. THANK YOU.
hope i have entertained you with my boring life. WHOOOO.
will update again tomorrow!! ((:
nightnight!

2010-12-16T00:18:00.001-08:00

and i am back to blogging about my absolutely mundane life.
i've been working for 5 days.. earned around $360~
it's so little.. :/
i hope i can work like shit during the last week of dec.
seriously i think the holidays are freaking short..

today is xiaopeipei's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

mmm i am like super sunburnt.. it hurts like fuck.
urghhh.. the price to pay for wanting to be darker.
my face is kinda ruined now.. cause i don't know.

sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.

this holidays sucks.
maybe having homework makes me happy......

who am i kidding.
it doesnt.

i cannot believe i am going to jc next year. it's... scary

am i scary???
do i look unfriendly...?
why can't i make friends easily...
it wasnt like that a few years ago.. :/
i guess.. my face changed.. for the worst. TT.TT
sigh.... making new friends. it's hard.

i seriously cannot wait for the stayover.
retail therapy. + christmas with family.
i love my cousins (:

what makes me happy?
i havent found the answer to that question yet.

i miss germany. ):

2010-11-30T07:46:00.000-08:00

lalalalala
i am here now cause i am seriously

BORED

dangdangdangdannggg.

i am not doing anything because i just have too many things on my hands now
i wanna do this.
and i also wanna do that.
i just cannot decide which one to do now!!
bzzzzz

i feel empty..
maybe because i havent shopped.
BUT
i'm gonna LET IT ALL OUT from 18dec (that week)
because...
.
.
.
.
.
.

IT IS THE ANNUAL STAYOVER AT AHYI'S PLACE

OHYEAAHHH
i feel so much more carefree as compared to last year
because i dont have to worry about
"sigh i still have a pile of math worksheets waiting for me at home" or
"how much homework do i have left" and the blablabla

IT IS ALL OVER
omg i cannot believe it is actually happening to me!!!

the thought hasnt really sunk into my head yet. and i dont feel like it's anything special
i dunno why..
it's so weird...
i'm weird...

bzzzzzzz
there's something wrong with my mind.

I WANNA PAINT MY NAILS. >:(
but mum said i have BABY(????) nails. WTF and it is difficult to paint on.
BTW my mum is AWESOME at painting nails. i am serious
she is like super creative at painting nails. i shall post some pictures soon.
when she paints her nails and show off to me.

i'm starting work tomorrow. from 3pm-2am.
there is overnight allowance which is $5 more
OH YEAHHH
but what a waste. there's another event on friday. i could have earned more money.
but i have mnet concert (IT BETTER BE GOOD)

SERIOUSLY DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW SHORT OUR HOLIDAYS ARE
i seriously have lots of plans and stuff
but looking at the calendar. I AM SO DISAPPOINTED.
MAJORLY.

DISAPPOINTED.

period.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
that is all i can do...
i wanna go out and partaye.
i'm just kidding.
i dont have the mood
oh well.. i just i am stuck at home.
empty.
empty.
empty.

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
my parents and i are going HOUSE HUNTING this holiday!!
dad wanna sell this house for 1.4million. ((:
so we have MORE money to buy new furniture and renovate the new house
mummy loves mansionate(no idea how to spell)
ME TOO!! whooo!!
dad loves.. BIG space. like huge ass houses.
my parents are looking for houses in pasir ris. preferably the same one as my old chinese tuition teacher. oh her house is HUGE it's a mansionate IT IS BEAUUFITUL
i loved it
mum loved it
dad hasnt seen it so he doesnt know

I WANNA HAVE A BIGGER ROOM
nice view so i can rest my eyes after studying (:
dad said that i can change all the furniture in my room
OH YEAHH

he said i can have a bigger bed. but i'll have a smaller room.
BUT

i'll choose a bigger room!! bigger than my brother's one (nehnehnipoopoo)
i want a nice closet.
room colour.. i dunno man.
i need to choose a theme.
should i go for a chic room. then i'll paint my room dark.. and like. modern type
or should i go for a youthful, young taste. then i'll paint my room yellow and light brown.
or should i go for pure. white.
I DONT KNOW MAN.
i should like go search for ROOM INSPIRATION or something (does that even make any sense o.0)

I AM SO FREAKIN EXCITED THAT I'LL BE SHIFTING
10years. it has been 10 years in this house (:
i've cried here. laughed.
so many memories.
i'll miss this place.
i really will (:

shall take more pictures of my house before i go. cause i'll forget.
but when the time comes.

what shall i do now..
i shall watch a drama.

OHOHOHOH i finished watching hammer session.
o
m
g
i cried.
last episode.
CAUSE I SAW HAYAMI MOKOMICHI CRY SO I CRIED TOO awww
(':
wheehoo!!

2010-11-28T02:15:00.000-08:00

currently watching MAMA
2PMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
2NE111111111111111111111
hope they win OH YEAHHHHH winwinwin!

currently watching
OMG gNA!!!! hope they win.
ooo miss a... EEEEEEEEEEE nine muses confirm wont win.
wow.. sistar.
who winss.... the best new artist female.
OMG MISS A!????!!!! wowwww min is crying like mad..
booo i wanted GnA oh well i like miss a too.

i am typing and watching at the same time. AWESOME hahaha
though cant understand what they are talking about.
wowow nichkhun just had a solo shot. blehhhh.

OMG WOOOYOUNG oh yeahhhh

there arent much people there though.. :/ haha
wow miss korea looks really gorgeous

okay nothing much happened today.
GOOODBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2010-11-27T08:14:00.000-08:00

ooooh yeaahhh....
havent been updating.. mmmm i guess there isnt much happening now
went out on monday tuesday and wednesday.
suppose to go out on thursday but my skin didnt allow me to
shall i talk about my days?? i think it'll bore you. so i'll skip that

anyway...
on tuesday i went to register for a job at resorts world.
thanks to JASLINE NEO for the job recommendation
me debs jialing and peiqing could skip the interview and got accept right away.. BOOYAHH
got me all so worried about the interview.
besides the schedule is really flexible (:
shall not go into details.

I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yayyy!!!!!

now i have something to do.

it's only the second week of my holiday but i feel that it is ending very soon

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

to that. xP
sigh... why must our results be released so early... :/

let's not get reminded about that..

SO.
on wednesday my mum brought me to do facial! ((:
so i went to do ma facial. (oh yeaahhh)
it was awesome.
i could feel her squeezing out every pimple... or zit. and clear the blackheads(though it's still there :/)
but my skin got so dry afterwards that i had some red patches(?) on my face...
mm not too good especially when i have a tanning session the next day.
so i went to put some lotion/moisturizer but...
it did not work

the next day. it was the same.. very dry..
i think if i went to suntan. my skin would literally peel off (not a good sight)
so i stayed indoors.. ):

damn
do you know that i am seriously very fair.

I HATE IT

i dont know why some girls like to be fair.. putting the SKII shit. BLEHHHH
i dont like my fair face.
makes me look...
bzzzzzzzzzzzzz PLAIN
sigh i wanna get tanned real badly.. :/

ANYWAY~ 7 more days! 7 more freaking days before i can see my idol~~
WHEEEHOOOWWWKJHSDUHERJKEBUIDS
EJDHKDYGUBIKWUNSDWEID
WIEDHIFBGUSYHGA:OQWUEEFDFMCJDK

i am sooo freakin excited i dont know what to sayyyyy~!!!! omgomgomg

okay.... fan girl moment

mmm im outta things to say.. so i am talking nonsense.. posting anything that comes to mind
OH i havent kept up with my dramas.. (boooo!!)
i finished watching my girlfriend is a gumiho AND I FREAKIN LOVE IT!!! i cried. i meant tears fell down (maybe cause i was having my period) YAHHHH omg. i love that show.
then i caught up with grey's anatomy.. i am at season 7 (: i also caught up with how i met your mother and 90210. WHOOO! i watched hammer session. though not done yet cause the buffering SUCKS LIKE SHIT and i cannot stand it. i also watched liar game (FREAKIN NICE SHOW) mmhmmm the last 2 shows are japanese~ i love love love love hayami mokomichi (i have to keep saying it to remember) HE IS FREAKIN HOT I WANT THAT KINDA BOYFRIEND O.M.G. tan.tall...tall.hot. WAHHHH *Faints*

OH YEAHHHHHH (((:

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... OH YEA
wanna hear a fact of the day......

YES peanut.
the question is...
is it a nut? is it a root?
what exactly is a peanut.
WELLLL answers from wiki

The peanut, or groundnut (Arachis hypogaea), is a species in the legume "bean" family (Fabaceae).
A legume fruit is a simple dry fruit that develops from a simple carpel and usually dehisces (opens along a seam) on two sides. A common name for this type of fruit is a pod, although the term "pod" is also applied to a few other fruit types, such as vanilla and radish.
source from wiki

I KNOW RIGHHHTTTT so interesting~~ anyway you can go to wiki to learn more about the history~~ HAHA

i just wanted to post this.
CAUSE I AM GONNA SEE YOU IN 7 DAYS MY FRIEND. (:

PS I PLUCKED MY BROWSS!!! the facial person asked me if i wanted to pluck my brows and i was like. OKAY. i wanted to pluck them anyway!! it looks nice (: very neat. you wanna see a picture of it? wait till the camera loves me.

PICTURES TIMEE~~

HAMMER SESSION!

HAYAMI MOKOMICHI

MY GIRLFRIEND IS A GUMIHO

NO MIN WOO!!!!!!!!!!! he's hot! but he kinda looks like a girl to me.

shin min ah. sigh... so hot

LIAR GAMEEEEE no hot guys.. sadly
90210!!!

MATT LANTER
old cast
SEASON 7 NEW CAST!!!!
oh yeahhhh~~

SOOOO MY NEW WALLPAPER!

fat

2010-11-21T00:46:00.000-08:00

and yes i am back!

i know how you enjoy reading my entry so i decided to just blab on nonsense.
well.. can you believe it.
i survived o levels!
yes i did not commit suicide
yes i didnt have a nervous breakdown
yes i didnt have a sudden blackout in any papers

i just went with the flow
AND I AM FREAKING ALIVE!
rejoice!

so 2010 is coming to an end..
it has been a good year i guess..
it was boring at first and then the typical bitch conflict began.
oh well i guess it's just us girls.
we need to have a conflict each year to keep our ego going
i mean i have to admit.
there isnt a year, in my life, that went through without a conflict.
oh well. all in all it's still a good year.

I AM FINALLY OUT OF BEDOK VIEWW WHEEEHEEE!!!!
graduated like FINALLY. it's surprising how time really just pass you by without you even realizing. so many things changed. you see the people around you change. you see yourself change. and sometimes you look in the mirror and go, WHO IS THAT. we all have that moment. i guess everyone goes through that transition. it's a secondary school thing i guess. i remember the length of my skirt in primary school never went above my knees. yeahhh this is how much i changed.

change is good i guess.. it makes you feel like you're all grown up. I AM FREAKING 16!!! going on 17~ this holiday.. is a life changing event. i'm gonna go for a makeover kinda shit. i wanna change myself. i look back and i go. omg... is that really me. i make stupid mistakes.. and realise how childish i was. mmm not exactly very proud of my past decisions.. :/

it's kinda early to do a end of the year reflections right? xD i guessed so too.. but there's nothing much to write since i've been hiding myself at home. not wanting to see the new world and what is out there.. cause i dont feel like going out with my face like this..

REGRET. gawwd this word is probably the worst in the vocab world.
there are so many things i regret.
like
eating too much during my exams due to stress..

sighh.. it's hard to go back to normal now that i have gain weight. (though i never really weighed myself :/) I DONT DARE OKAY. i am scared of that freaking scale. i can SEE the results and.. also FEEL. when i feel better of myself, that means i lost weight (: JANG

mmmm been really bothered lately... it never really bothered me that i am like.. bigger than the others (i'm putting it very nicely) but for the past few days.. it really hit me.

people always comment. EUNICE YOU'RE SO FAT (indirectly) ever since i had some major weight gain in p5. and in p6 i was... freaking massive. (shall upload a picture for evidence) people always say how fat i was.. giving me names.. but it never really bothered me. i just shrugged it off (for almost.. 5 years?) i continued eating.. and eating.. i never become anorexic or bulimic. cause seriously it never bothered me at all. that i was fat. but i guess i blame the hormones and the age.. i came to secondary school. (been called names again) then i heard some success storied of weight loss and was very tempted to lose weight. and so i was on the journey of losing weight.

there was basketball practice... and i started running (i never passed my 1.6km run i primary school) but that never made me lose weight. it was when i was in sec 2 i became really ill.. i didnt eat.. i always puke. and this lasted for 4-5 days. that was my "turning point" i cant remember how much weight i lost but i know that i lost quite a bit. so i was happy. (duh) and i started being complacent and continue to eat. I LOVE FOOD THAT MUCH. cant blame me.

then sec 3 was my peak year i would say. i felt slim for once. but.. it was only lasted for a while before i started eating again. and i gained weight. then came sec 4. o level year. i kinda knew i will gain weight. i was mentally prepared for that. and so i did.

i thought i wont be bothered by it. but i was wrong.. i am bothered by the fact i look like shit. seeing photos of me. i feel disgusted and ashamed of myself. i never felt so low before. i thought after o levels i will be as high as the sky. but no. actually i felt worse. i cant even look in the mirror now. cause all i see is a fat blob. sigh.

what made me feel worse is not me. but the people around me. sorry i have to say this. i am not pinpointing anyone specifically i am saying in general. i guess you have to give credit to the media for doing a great job in instilling the image of a perfect body into a young girls mind. through kpop for example. girls are always jealous after they see their idols being so skinny.. so sexy. and how guys drool over them. treating them like goddess.. and it's not only the guys who act like that. now. even some girls act like that. treating them as role models. treating them as a figure. of a perfect body.

so if you hear any girl saying, I AM SO FAT COMPARED TO ____, LOOK AT MY ARM/THIGHS AND LOOK AT HERS, MINE LOOK SO ENORMOUS, blablabla. they no longer exercise or lose weight to attract guys, but the do this in order to be accepted in this materialistic world.

even though they may skinny as hell. you can still hear them say those words. am i annoyed? am i bothered? FUCK YEAH. i mean they are already skinny, and FINE do they have to make me feel like i am the fattest in the room? so kudos to the media. for making me feel like i am some fat blob. i hear one of my cousin who is so freaking skinny. like she is gonna break anytime, say that she is FAT. at that moment i can really feel my heart shatter. and that was when she knew about kpop.

i really dont understand these people. i honestly dont. sometimes i pity these kind of people. cant blame them for having such low self esteem. i know that now i sound like i have low self esteem. but trust me. i have one of the highest self esteem anyone can ever imagine. so dont judge what i write.

i cant seem to think what to write next. so i guess this is the end of my entry. gonna go jogging now. though it really doesnt work. but. it keeps my heart healthy. sighsighsighsighsigh. i dunno what's wrong with me. but i know there's a lot of grammatical error in my post. and my english sounds a bit off. cause i honestly cant be bothered about it.
so just "tahan" yeah.

mmmmmmmm... i dunno what to think anymore.

2010-04-17T02:01:00.000-07:00

i dont think i hate alien1 as much as before. actually to think of it. i never did HATE her like. as in wanna stab her. slap her. punch her. cause she's not like my close friend or something. but rather i hate alien2 and alien3. and now alien4 is like.. i dunno what is her problem! she hates people like it's her job and all... i dont know man. :/

i really cannot wait for monday to come.
this thing is like a virus in my brain.
i really wanna cut a piece of it.

2010-04-16T06:10:00.000-07:00

nice right? xD

well i dunno whether i will feel the same way on monday
she messaged me about settling it on monday and i hope we can all close this chapter.
zzz cannot waste anymore precious time.
this is draining my damn energy. (i'm easily distracted you see)
let's just hope we will settle it in a very civilized manner.
no gang or physical contact will be involved. (i hope)

idiotic

2010-04-16T01:17:00.000-07:00

you know some retards just brought me back into blogging.=0 shocking i know
so let's see err.. i thought my life was extremely mundane. BUT SOME PEOPLE PROVE ME WRONGG. like OMG! so scary.
so anyway. these people.. mmm let's not call them people but em. aliens. seriously i dont think they are human at all
lets talk about the first person. i mean alien
alien 1. i met her last year. around.. august?
OOO before i continue. i am writing everything i know. and feel. so it's true. and i'm not twisting and bullshitting like some aliens.
so ANYWAY i met this alien. august. around.. NDP period? yahhh.. so at first i thought she was NICE and FUNNY and. FUN and YOU KNOW nice ( :o )! but i was wrong after i heard what she said about me. FLIRT??? me?! flirting with guys. and what she said about one of my friends. wow. i was astonished. at such blatant behaviour. after i found that out. i didnt do anything to that alien. i just. put it aside. i was thinking to myself "what the hell did i do to her? why the hell did she call me that for. why the hell did she judge me?" that's all. LIKE SOME ALIEN i hate it when people go behind your backs but still act as if they didnt do anything. that's what THAT alien did to me.
so yea that was like LAST YEAR. and i didnt do ANYTHING. please note this phrase.
so THIS year. awesome 2010. whoooo it was around.. mmm first part of the year. this alien mass messaged everyone to go for her bday party. then D said she can't go as it fell on a good friday. and you know CHRISTIANS have to go to church. mm yea. then she messaged back to D saying that there is a misunderstanding between them and blablabla. so something happened. then D said that it was wrong for alien1 to gossip about D's closest friends to D. then alien1 acted all self-righteous. oh and the reason why alien1 came to talk about this was because alien's brother(??) heard us gossiping about alien1 and alien1's brother(?!!!). hmmm i dunno where did THAT come from. but honestly. D and me DO NOT KNOW HOW ALIEN1'S BROTHER LOOKS LIKE OR WHAT HIS NAME IS. (well i know now) ludicrous i tell you. mmm yea. and he wanna slap D if alien1 doesn't want to settle this with D. mmm let's see this situation. i wonder what we say about them. omg they're like so vain until they have ILLUSIONS or HALLUCINATIONS about us gossiping about them.
alien1 said to D that we have no right to judge her. well. who started talking about me and jialing first.
that's all i can remember. because my mind is not filled with YOU. it is filled with my TRIPLE SCIENCES and A&E MATHS which i know some people do not take. and do understand how the fuck i feel.

that's all for alien1

now for alien2
i knew her for almost 5 years now. when you think you know a person for 5 years, you think she'll stay by you. but. no. i was wrong and if you think you know a person for 5 years very well. you're wrong
so i learnt that i know nothing about alien2 at all. D and i ACTUALLY tried to talk to her?? tried to.. I DUNNO WHAT WERE WE DOING. omg. she said she was neutral. 0.0 i dunno about that really. i mean if you are neutral about this right. you wouldnt mmm be angry about anything cry over anything cause, like i said neutral. so whatever nonsense goes in your ear. you go "ohhh..ohhhh.." and then forget about it. then you know BE NEUTRAL. but noooo you had to show all your emotions. throw 'em all out. so i guess YOU are NOT neutral so dont lie to yourself. it's not good. as some aliens think it's wrong.

YAH so i thought by actually talking to her or rather trying to understand the situation. which i still do not. mmm yea.
omg i'm getting really sleepy even by writing about this. sigh. they bore me. seriously. somemore i dunno who say what use her as entertainment for our lives... or something. seriously i think is YOU guys.. no life? dunno what the hell you guys planning. planning for what? i dunno. talking about no life. HMMMM
wanna know what WE are planning. WE are planning to STUDY. if that is even in their dictionary. 0.0

so that's like 2 aliens. i still have... 2-3 more.
mmm okay
alien3
i met in sec1. remember campfire? was totally high and all, you know thought we were gonna be like BFFS forever and all. but no. i was wronged again. i did so much for you. but what did i get in return? you going behind me. making best friends with someone i hate. someone that disgust me. i dont know, you go around talking about people. and then you end up with them. seriously. you disappoint me a whole lot. after so long. i finally saw who you really are. how annoying you are. how hateful you are. almost 4 years. 4 damn years. go to waste. you chose to go with someone whom you just met. you rather believe her. and i heard you were neutral? you LIED to me.. like you dont know how much i hate liars. you said you dont know anything and you cant be bothered. seriously? i didnt wanna tell you cause i thought it would be mean to psycho into hating her. i guess she told you first. oh well whatever. i dont need a friend like you. oh and also you said even if you knew. you would shut up and not say anything. but what did you do in the end........

alien4&5
lets just put them both together cause they're not my focus. lets see erm... i did not say anything about them at all. like nothing. and they hate me in the end. WOW. so since they feel so strongly about me. i think it would be rude if i didnt feel the same way. so yea. i have nothing to say to those 2. because i'm not close to them AT ALL. i dont know anything about them. i shall not say anything about them because. i'm different from YOU aliens.
hating me?! it wont make you pretty. but it'll make me famous. so. go ahead (:
FYI did i say i was perfect. i know it's cliche. but seriously. i never said anything to you aliens to make me seem like i'm perfect.

do you like ellen degeneres? she's lesbian. she's married to a woman. she's an influential person. she's funny. and all. is that morally wrong? i wonder which is morally wrong.
underage sex and smoking or being lesbian.

enlighten me

this cold war continues.

2009-12-01T06:30:00.000-08:00

3 more fantabulous days!

WHO'S EXCITED?! aha!! me~ really cant wait!!
i'll be wearing my awesome shoes~
I DONT WANT DECEMBER TO END. ):
hate it hate it
november has been like a daze~
seriously i have been dazing all day.
AND NOW that i got my psp charged MUAHAHAHAHA i dunno what to play so i played street fighter. (: but i suck at it. T.T cant seem to download rockband! TT.TT looks damn fun!!! ):
lets see...
still needa post miss koh's wedding photos xD
keep forgetting!

ANYWAY i got my brother a SNSD calendar! HAHAHAHA
then i also saw a 2PM CALENDAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i wanted to buy. but so expensive ): shall hint my brother. EH EH EH xD whee~

hmm... i feel fat. havent exercise for a long time. :/ very lazy leh. then no one accompany me.
keep telling myself to go run go run. but *sigh* my big butt dont wanna move. T.T
okay okay. TOMORROW. or thursday. xD!!

sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh.. i dunno what to do.
i feel empty

OHOH i bought my bag for 2010
ADIDAS FOR JUST $30!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
what a catch!! (: imma happy girl (:

OHOHOHOHOH. nothing~
i feel like camwhoring =0! teehee~

au revoir~

2009-11-26T02:53:00.000-08:00

haiiiiiii.... what to do now what to do now what to do now.. i dunnoooo
omg i'm so unsure of my life. anyway.. today is like the PSLE result day! wow the year is really ending. just like that *snaps finger* sighsighsighsighsighsigh.
what to do now what to do now what to do now.
i finished watching boys over flowers without my brother~ kekeke
omg funny mannn i just realised my brother is INTO SNSD AHAAAAHAHAHA
(((:
anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy the newspaper totally spoiler mannn told me about season 6 of GA ): now i know so many things.
i havent been watching GG hmm.. yea should watch it soon.
OMG. i'm totally talking to myself.

OOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOH
i got me jeans~! i love the colour!!!!! haha bumped into jia ling when i was trying the jeans. HI JIALING~
oh! i must say i love my dentist ahhh~ he's so good at cleaning my teeth. now my teeth is AWESOME~~ apparently i have some hole at the back teeth.. hmm so i did some filling and it's not those black cement filling. it's some white jelly thingy. YAY
so it's not so obvious that i did fillings (;
okay i'm blabbering about my very extremely mundane life.
seriously... when will my homework ever going to finish! 0.0 o.m.g
zzzz
zzzz
zzzz
zzzz
zzzz
zzzz
zzzz

can i die now?
T.T

oh no wait. let's go to germany first (:

OMG i'm so excited! i wanna sit on the AIRPLANE~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-11-18T05:06:00.000-08:00

I AM GOING CRAZY OVER GA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg!!!!
i cannot stop watching i finish season 4 in like what. 3 days?! okay la.. fine it only has 17 episodes BUT STILL. ((: and the reason why i keep watching the show...
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DR. MARK "MCSTEAMY" SLOAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUST I SAY MORE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ i'm fainting.
but then
but then
but then.

he's married
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHA TT.TT
goodbye people.
i'm going to bury myself in my sorrows........................and homework
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

at least i know someone who's not married AND single! AHA (: heeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeee 우영~~

2009-11-13T01:07:00.001-08:00

SOOOOOOOOOOOO VERY FUCKED UP RIGHT NOW. and no it's not only me.
some people also.

http://bvss-germany.blogspot.com/

just go to that webbie and you'll know. it's not because i mind sleeping with kelly but WHY THE SUDDEN CHANGE YET AGAIN. i mean. everything was settled already. jess already said she doesnt mind sleeping with her. and the part i do not understand is that why drag peiqing and kelly into this. they are INNOCENT why split them up?! i dont get it. i just dont. obviously you would wanna enjoy this trip with the friends your closest to right? and apparently that girl doesnt have a friend to accompany her and we had to give in. i mean volunteer to bed in with her. that's fine. but before they even asked us we already decided who to share a room with.
i'm not going to rant about my anger here cause apparently YAAAAAAAA very obvious. gawddd
it's like waving hello~!!??!!

haiya. very annoying. very fucked.bloody shithole. anyway MY MUM already wrote in the blog about it. I HOPE they can resolve this matter and give ME or rather MY GROUP MEMBERS an explanation.

BECAUSE THIS IS TOTALLY BULLSHIT MAN.

clearly. zzzz zzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND SOMEMORE
WHAT THE FUCK SERIOUSLY I MUST SAY IT
WHY GIVE US SO MANY HOMEWORK WHEN YOU KNOW YOURSELF YOU WOULDNT HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO MARK?!?!?! SERIOUSLY. SERIOUSLY. WE ARE. I MEAN. I AM A STUDENT WITH A LIFE. WITH A SOCIAL LIFE. I'M NOT LIKE THOSE OTHER CLASSMATES OF MINE WHO STUDY ALL FREAKING DAY DOING WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK AND MORE FUCKING ASS WORK. OKAY?!!! YOU KNOW WHAT I JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK. I SHALL ASK MY TUITION TEACHER TO HELP ME DO.
SERIOUSLY?!!!!! AMATHS. EVERY.SINGLE.FUCKING.WEEK. SERIOUSLY. SERIOUSLY.
PHYSICS. O.M.G. MUST I SAY MORE?! THEN SOME TEACHER. I SHALL NOT NAME WHO. JUST PUSH EVERYTHING TO US TO SELF STUDY LIKE I UNDERSTAND LIKE THAT. WTF?!/?!!!! I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND A SINGLE FUCK ABOUT CIRCLES MAN. SERIOUSLY. AND I'M NOT THOSE KINDA PERSON WHO ASK TEACHERS FOR HELP AND GO TO THEM AND ASK THEM 'eh this how to do.. teach me.. i dont understand" LET ME MAKE THIS VERY CLEAR. I AM NOT THOSE KINDA STUDENTS WHO ASK. SORRY. TOO BAD. TOO SAD. I'M JUST NOT LIKE THAT. MY PARENTS TELL ME TO ALWAYS ASK. TOO BAD I CAN'T. CALL ME ARROGANT OR WHATEVER FUCK YOU WANT. CAUSE I JUST AM NOT LIKE THAT.

GODDDDD HOW I WISH THE WORLD WOULD JUST EXPLODE AND JUST END THIS MISERY.

like a saying goes. misery loves company AND shit happens. GOD they're hell right.

SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

2009-11-12T05:19:00.000-08:00

POLAROID PICTURE!!!!

JESS'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION @ ION

HAHAHAHAHAAHA i love this photo. happy ah jess.

EPIC LA JIA LING!
jess b'day cake!

GROUP SHOT!

got a video of jess standing on the chair and everyone singing the birthday song to her (:
so awesome!

I WANT MY LONG HAIR BACK UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
what did i dooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

2009-11-10T07:23:00.000-08:00

class outing @ night safari ~halloween special~

sec 3 camp
a bruise i got from paintball ((: COOL MAN

2009-10-31T00:10:00.000-07:00

YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
daddy has agreed to get me shoes~!!!! oobbababaollalalashakclaekalaa!!
i am happy~! but he said. when you wanna gain something, you have to lose something.
so he said he's cutting the amount to bring to the germany trip xD I DONT MIND! whoooooooooo!!
i love you i love you i love you i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now i just have to buy my own jeans WEEEETSS

women's 10k is tomorrow! i am really stupid to crack my knee on thursday. i hope the stupid knee will not hurt when i run (: WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i have new songs like finally!

studies..? ahh screw it.

2009-10-29T07:43:00.000-07:00

i'mbored.i'mbored.i'mbored.i'mbored. i am very bored.
TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
so fucking bored till i seriously can drive myself mentally INSANE. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
when will this end. when. when. when. when will i have some insanely fun things to do~ when...
when...when.when. i'm bored. very bored. very very very bored. bored.

i'm bored and in pain. my body is aching from the hardcore training. my knee cracked really loudly today. it was like the sound of a bone breaking. scary.. but i'm fine. probably cause i'm used to the pain already. i wanna go operate on my knee. sounds so cool and awesome
probably after watching so much of GA. HAHA i'm crazy. insane~~

time really waits for no man. it's coming to the end of 2009. and what can i say. 2009 seems to fly by so fast that i cannot exactly remember what happened in the first part of the year. for real. it seems so.. it's like i'm living in a dream.

i hope i dont die next year. probably live through 2010. sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. i miss my cousins. i wanna get my jeans and that pair of shoes. wahahaha shall ask for an early Christmas present~ whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

sososososososososososososososo. what should i do now. the teachers just have to add on to my very bored life. more and more homework. it's like. loads. i think tomorrow. i shall ''ORGANISE'' my homework. probably work out something. i'm planning to finish my homework by the end of november. ambitious much? but i really wanna enjoy my decembers. UHHH why why why is my life so boring. i really wanna have a spark in my life. really.

i'm still finding it.

I.AM.BORED.

2009-10-21T06:17:00.000-07:00

pictures.. some of it.
2pm flash mob! go~~~~~~ JAY

a person with a very colourful shirt
a very bimbotic retard.

i wanna have more friends and not just that limited number of friends. it's like. i dunno what to say.. so.. really. anyone? nvm. i should like go join workshops and stuff make more friends (: realised i'm so lonerific. T.T
my mood. is very.. unstable. when will i get better?

2009-10-09T06:41:00.000-07:00

hihihihihihihihi. what's up!!!!!!
and the last paper was today
UHHHHHH finally!! the horror is finally GONE. done. and over with.
i enjoyed myself at amira's!!!! i wanna go over there again soon
WHEN WILL GREY'S ANATOMY FINISH DOWNLAOADING~???? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
so anyway~~~~ i'm fat.
i have decided to. slim down. have a makeover. AND TOTALLY CHANGE MYSELF. ^^
woooolaaaaahhhh awsome much. already planned what to do already. ((: weets~ told my mum not to give me food going on CRASH DIET i feel like breaking my knee again heh heh!
i know i'm not making sense. whatever~!
anyway already have outing plans!!

JASLINE!!!! faster finish your o levels la.
hope you've been saving~ (((:

my shopping list is like.
SHOES
JEANS
and WINTER CLOTHES

and i'm only paying for my shoes. ^^ i'll try my best to say.. till.. $200 i feel like getting that tokidoki shoes. ): but it's so expensive. tsk. nvm i shall sell myself. xD omg. i'm not making sense.

fuck la. i'm so fat how to take ic photo. YOU TELL ME YOU TELL ME. URGHHH THE PAIN. THE AGONNYYYYY

2009-09-11T20:38:00.001-07:00

HELLO I LOVE YOU!!
I'M ON HIATUS! ((:

2009-08-29T21:26:00.000-07:00

note to self: september 14, gossip girl season 3 episode 1 premiere ((: like finally!!!!

2009-08-22T08:25:00.001-07:00

diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiid i mention that you look like a drag queen?

you do.

THE HORROR IS FINALLY OVER!!!! 3 papers in one day. how torturing is that?!
so anyway life has been rather bland. i wanna find more excitement. but.. what.. shall.. i.. do... hmm.. oh well. i pretty much have no life la.
i must say. when she said that you had no real friends. i cannot help but laugh inside. to think of it, who would make friends with people who don't even know someone well enough to stereotype them. seriously. who does that? whatever. i'm already like LABELED. to tell you the truth i've NEVER in my life met such a person. a person who is so.. selfish. so EASY. and self centred. really. you should get a life. the only thing that can CHANGE you is when you jump 10 storeys and survive. i ask myself why are there such people in this world. WHY. and why must i even meet them. really. it's so.. bizarre. i really really really CANNOT BELIEVE THAT YOU ACTUALLY THINK THAT OF ME. SERIOUSLY HOW DARE YOU! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO DO THAT. FITCH. irritant. thank god you dont like me too. cause really I DONT NEED YOUR FRIENDSHIP. _|_ say all you want about me. cause i dont have a single word to describe you. you are so bitchy that i dont have any words to describe you. THAT is how f-ed up you are.

people just hate me these days. i know i know. i may not be the nicest person on earth. but too bad. that's your problem (:

shall entertain myself with pictures. very very random pictures i took i my oh-so-very-nice-and-awesome room (;

2009-07-30T06:39:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey!! i found the phone that i wanna get once my plan is over.

NICE RIGHT?!!!! the second one is actually copper yellow. but it looks like brown can?! so awesome. but the red one looks hot too. (: which one should i get? COPPER YELLOW!! i have decided it by myself (:

anyway. i've been studying and not going online (: SO PROUD OF MYSELF! whee~ but having physics test tomorrow. but.. hey. i need a break. and i'm really tired! i dunno why. so anyway. i cannot wait for saturday! NDP preview. CONFIRM alot of people. hope i dont die (: oh wait. i am having the flu.. zzz..

2009-07-27T07:46:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i am HAPPY!!!! cause hot army guys TALKED to MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (((:
wheeeeeeeeeee~! i think i am on cloud nine! teeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i am praying HARD that i get to meet them this sat. *praying*
anywayz. having group supper with my group peepos.
so wont be having the usual supper with chums, amanda, hidayah, pei qing, ryo and jia ling.
tralalalalalala thinking of that special night. *squeals* i'm just so happy!!
heeee!!!!
i seriously have no like one luh ):
ZARA HAVING 50% OFF AT MARINA. FALALALALALALALADKIUCDNCD
): cannot go SHOPPING. zzz.zzz.zz.zz.zz...zzzzz
AIYA nothing much to update.
my
life
is
officially
super
god
damn
b
o
r
i
n
g

(((: tadaa
oh wait. except saturday!
oh i love saturdays! (:

2009-07-18T21:06:00.000-07:00

i tell you ahh..
I AM SUPER ANNOYED!!!!
by what? you may think
BY ALOT OF CRAPPY THINGS!!!!
firstly. my hair. omg seriously. WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY HAIR!!! ahh!!!!!
it's so annoying. it's FLAT. it's like sticking to my scalp. it's annoying. annoying. very very annoying!!!
i'm now saving money to buy a new hair dryer. those in salons type.
bloody annoying.
then. the housefly. OMG! how annoying is that?! seriously. is damn annoying.
i mean. it's like every time you want to fucking kill it. it flies away. then comes back to annoy you again. and the cycle goes on. I SERIOUSLY DONT UNDERSTAND WHY ARE THERE INSECTS ON EARTH. what's their use on earth. they sure are taking alot of space on earth. ANTS are the second most annoying insect. SERIOUSLY. they ate my MUFFINS. __ FFFFFFFFFFFFFF
that is seriously damn effing annoying. then COCKROACHES. omg seriously. WHY ARE THEY ON EARTH. they are the ugliest piece of shit. and. super freaky and dirty. omg. cannot stand them. i just ACCIDENTALLY stepped on one yesterday cause it was so dark, i couldnt see the floor. suddenly *CRUSH*. i heard that sound. AND I KNEW i somehow stepped on something crushy+hardy=cockroach. then i jump and ran away. i could feel my hair standing. ZZZZZZ
so annoying
what other things are annoying..
DID I MENTION MY HAIR ALREADY? i think i did.
SERIOUSLY is damn annoying. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

anyway. yesterday's NE2 was awesome!! it didnt rain! and i saw the fireworks display CLEARLY!! and. awesomely! omg!!!! (((: ginny was there i think. bet she enjoyed herself. although i wasnt in charge of her school. I WAS USHERING THE SPED SCHOOLS!!! SPED=special schools. eg katong school, school of the deaf.. those kind. they were pleasant people. OHOH
another annoying thing. MOE SCHOLARS ARE FUCKING ANNOYING YOU KNOW WHY?
CAUSE THEY ARE FROM CHINA. i tell you ah. they are fucking annoying. SERIOUSLY?! SCHOLAR. SO WHAT?! BIG F? you dont have the morals. the heart. and the graciousness. TAKING/EXCHANGING BAGS WITH THE LESS FORTUNATE?! SHAME ON YOU!!!!! get out of singapore. seriously. go back to your non gracious country. URGHHHH
to this certain unknown fucking china person.
YOU THINK I DUNNO CHINESE IS IT?! speak to me in your stupid annoying chinese accent. YOU STILL GRAB THE BAG SPECIALLY FOR THE SPED SCHOOL STUDENTS AND INSIST ON NOT CHANGING WHEN I STUCK OUT MY HAND TO EXCHANGE YOURRRRRRR FUCKING BAG TO THE STUDENT'S BAG. seriously. WHY THE HELL DO YOU CARE ABOUT THE COLOUR?!! can't you use you so called "scholar" brains or common sense to EXCHANGE with your friends or something?!!!! o.m.g called yourself a scholar. go fuck yourself up, right, down, left. __ URGHHH oh. dont call me bias to china people. DID I MENTION THAT THERE ARE SOME FOREIGN (Caucasian) STUDENTS DOING THE SAME TOO?! seriously what is wrong with these people?!!!!! i didnt see the SINGAPOREAN scholars doing that really. i didnt stop the Caucasian students cause i was too far away. ZZZ if not i would have scolded the person lo! but it'll be much easier to communicate with them. IMAGINE ME SCOLDING THAT CHINA DUDE IN CHINESE. seriously.

BUT ANYWAY omogmgomgomgomgomgomg!! I SAW ELECTRICO!! LIKE UP FRONT! ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((: wheee~!! too bad i was on duty ): i cannot take picture or ask for autograph. sigh sigh sigh. i must say the lead singer is hot, the drummer is hot too (: the guitarist is geeky hot.. sigh why did the girl quit?! if not can see her. SHE'S HOT TOO whoo! anyway yesterday's ne show. most of the people came (: whoohoo!! there were drums and all!! yayness! anyway i enjoyed yesterday except the racial harmony day quiz is effing retarded and.. yea. nothing that we have learnt la. so annoying.

2009-07-16T03:48:00.000-07:00

i wish you well..
i'll pray for you day and night
-even the most healthiest person cannot beat fate.

2009-07-14T04:21:00.000-07:00

now is just a really bad time to be on LOA.
anyway i hope angie will get well soon!

2009-07-06T04:36:00.000-07:00

i have fucking loads of shit to finish. 3 days of holiday and i thought i was as free as a bird.
but HELLLL no.
CR3. on sat. had to have a NE show run through on monday (youth day holiday) i only have FUCKING SUNDAY to finish my homework+study for FUCKING 2 TESTS ON TUESDAY. and guess what the tests are. it's not like the most dang easiest test. IT'S A MATHS AND PHYSICS for god's sake. oh my fuck lord i think i'm gonna die. seriously.
i'm super agitated nowadays. I AM BLOODY HELL DEPRIVED OF SLEEP. i dunno why i get so paranoid of my alarm. it's like. i'll jump out from my sleep at 3+am to check if i switched on my alarm. then go back to sleep. then wake up again at around 5+am to check again. I SERIOUSLY DUNNO WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME.
did i mention that on sunday i had tuitionn at 7.30 am in the morning. and that i came home at 11.30 on saturday. FUCKING HELL it's damn tiring and i'm damn tired. and there are seriously some people who wont let me off. who still fucking hell pissed me off. and today. after the ne show run through thing. went to have lunch at marina. and i was like telling myself to go home after lunch. but hello.. it's MARINA SQUARE. so yea. kaori wanted to go to ZARA. 0.0 gosh. seriously. it was very tempting. and yea i followed. then we strayed. to muji.. =0 sigh sigh sigh. went home around 4.. bathed. and i was damn tired. woke up at 7am!!!!!! fuck. on a FUCKING GOD SHIT HOLIDAY.
seriously.
study.
have i fucking hell studied for my test. FOR LIKE FUCKING 5 MINUTES before i KO.
studied a bit on sunday. but that's like not enough. then somemore i had to finish the racial harmony day quiz.
LOOK AT HOW BUSY MY LIFE IS AND STILL SOME PEOPLE WONT LET ME OFF. i'm really not complaining to anyone. verbally. cause i dont want to seem like a. total. loser or some sort. so i just go with the flow. bottle up like i always do and just live my life.
physics test. a maths test. *laughs*
i give up. i surrender. both hands are up.
studies. you have just walked over my life. and dead body.
how i wish i was in america. NOT. EXAM. ORIENTED.
fuck shit education system.
FUCKKKK SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

but even though i may feel like that.. i dunno if you call it stress anot. i bet those adults will be like. 'oh c'mon. that's not stress at all..' blabla shit fuck nonsense. so anyway. i still can have a great laugh. pei qing, debs, kaori, amanda, hidayah and ryo. haha they're hilarious.
especially the part when peiqing debs and me were in the mrt train on the way back. omg my pee almost came out! >.<"" i laughed so hard!!!
good times. GOOD TIMES. (;

so well that's the end of my ranting.
i'm gonna flunk my first 2 tests of the term. WISH ME LUCK (:

pictures post

2009-06-22T01:31:00.000-07:00

Class outing

actually this pair is kinda nice. shoulda bought it

so paris hilton

my new look! (;

A trip to JB with my family (:

photo taken by jasline

awesome spoiler of all pics (:

my awesome hand

and finally a nice shot xD

check out her customized hat!

listening to awesome music by me (;

he difinitely got the cam whoring skills from us xDD

our bunk beds!

my super slimalicious ah yi. she became so slim! jealous~!

we synchronized our looks. what do ya think about it?

our mini karaoke session ((:

i have no bloody idea what she was doing.

just chilling on ma bed (;

"oooo!"

"ahhhh~"

blanket woman!

check out our close ups!

GINNY

GERMAINE

SICKLY ME!

RETARDED JASLINE!

AND BACK TO SMILEY GINNY!

now the pictures spammage! enjoy~!!

i wonder if that's my feet. cause it only has one toe

look at ginny's huge eyes. 0.0

and again. compare hers to mine. GAAAAAA mine is so small

dont you think ginny looks a bit like barney stinson in HIMYM? xDD!

aahh.. my signature smile ((:

now my eyes are as big as ginny's YAYness!

germaine and i love our noses

eeeeeeeeeeeeee germaine look so scary.

pig.

germaine's hand. TSK

whoops. that was lip gloss.

the outside

looking very dai

the house we're staying in. BIG RIGHT?!

WUDDDUP DADDAYE

my granny

super cute "matchsticks"

that woman always play iphone one la.

stupid girl. wearing eaagen's clothes

fire crackers!!

AHHHHHH CHICKEN WINGS!!!!

eating juicy juicy corn
the awesome bbq

HELLLO ALLL

havent' been updating. xD

so anyway here are the pictures of my trip to some place in malaysia. issit kukop? i dunno how to spell man. anyway it was awesome. i love the trip EVERYTHING although it was kinda boring cause we didnt bring anything to do. but overall it was great (: but of course i was really sensitive to the air con so i was sneezing my ass off. and had really bad cough. as you can see in some pictures my eyes were a bit reddish. BUT no worries. it's not swine flu (:
anyway i'll be uploading the video of the fireworks probably tomorrow IT'S FREAKIN AWESOME so do be excited LOL

anyway it's already the second day of school. feeling so sian-ish. and there's alot of homework. congrats to myself. well alot of teachers are like quarantined heh!! mmm nothing special happened in school.. i think. heard that there's one h1n1 case in our school.

anyway jialing came to gym at my house today. after gym went to my room. talk talk talk. xD heh wont say what we talk about cause it's kinds private. HEH shh~! (;

i'm in love with ********!!!! >.<'''''''

2009-06-19T07:35:00.000-07:00

WASUUUUPPPP heh. didnt blog much these days.
HECK
xD my life is so very not interesting thank you very much.
anyway going to some part of malaysia for chalet (:
celebrating father's day WHOOO gonna CAMWHORECAMWHORECAMWHORE.period (:
can't wait! heh anyway.
i'm starting to like me hair (((((((((:
WHEEEEE

CAN WE PLAY THE RABBIT GAME AGAIN?! omg it's so awesome (;
stop cheating JESS AND JIALING AND DEBORAH. cheh

2009-06-10T23:51:00.000-07:00

trip around the singapore river with my class

outing with peeps after parents teachers conference

BV bazaar

finally got pictures up xDD anyway i cut my hair short!! (; i look really really old!! heh!

so i met this guy, just the other day~

2009-06-08T00:57:00.000-07:00

life is awesomely boring.

seriously. i dunno what to do.

well.. for a start, i started on my pile of holiday homework already. great news..? i guess.

well.. i'm suppose to study.. but hey. seriously, take a good look at me. i'm so lazy to even err i dunno wash the dishes! oh wait. too lazy to even GET OUT OF THE HOUSE. yes. i am THAT lazy. you know what. i want a bike. i feel like cycling around singapore. since i seriously have nothing better to do. tadaaa..

FEITING AND DEBS HURRY GET THE RABBIT GAME! I WANNA PLAY!!!!

finish watching how i met your mother. waiting for the new episode to come out.

stupid downloads...SO SLOWWW

honestly, were you ever that happy?

2009-06-06T07:17:00.000-07:00

it's a full moon today (:
it's awesome.
did i tell you that i'm awesome
and life is great.
it's awesome
(:
totally.

FUCKING HOT CANNNNN *faints*
must.i.say.more.

2009-05-29T06:21:00.000-07:00

I AM SOOOO GETTING A BROWN ADIDAS WATER BOTTLE~! xP
I AM THE ONE WHO LOVES BROWN.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOYAAAAAAAAAAAA
mmmm parents and teachers conference was pretty fine. ahh result were so.. average. bleh.
i will WORK HARD. (:
OHOH i also wanna have a new school bag. gonna be brown of course. and also a new pencil case. and yes. it's gonna be brown. not going to buy a wallet cause i already have a sexy guess wallet (:
and it's not CHEAP kaori. i know you very rich la huh. my momma got it for me (:
hmm... i want that vans shoes!!!!!!!!
i want a pair of smexy vans shoes! (;

*strangles*

2009-05-28T05:30:00.000-07:00

HELLO. haven't been updating cause... I AM SUPER ADDICTED TO THE TV.
omg i love watching keeping up with the kardashians mannnn... wheee
LAST DAY OF SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL BOOOOOOYA!!!!!! (((:
but have to come back during the holidays. __
a maths-.-
so well..
BUBBLE TEA. thanks ah. I HAVE TO stop stop STOP!!!!! stop drinking!!!! eunice, bubble tea makes you fat.
lalalalalalalalalalalalalala~!
going out to watch movie tomorrow!! wheehee!!! using my emergency money T.T ahhh!!! nvm. shall.. wait for my parents to kindly donate some money to me (:
so anyway the heritage was kinda fun but it was EFFING HOT LA almost melted. and my form teacher is EVIL~ EEEEEVIL I TELL YOU!!!! she pushed my FACE to the METAL statue omg luh. VERY HOT CAN. i was screaming. no one came to save me ): they were busy taking picture. UHHHHHH T.T
but i had great fun. got to know miss ho better. she's nice (:
so gonna collect report book tomorrow >.< ahhh!! hope i dont like.. become last few. =x! my results are so.. shittaye
ANYWAY i wanna dig up a hole and just bury my whole face in it.
will elaborate next time.
walking to school nowadays. i actually take a shorter time walking to school than taking bus. WHEE this means. WAKE UP LATER whee~!!!!

YAY~!!!! what's on your mind?

2009-05-20T04:49:00.000-07:00

got back 7 papers. one more to go---> chem.
that will decide if i am a B or C. *prays
oh well. my results sucks like.. shit xD!!!
only have ONE pathetic a1. BUT i didnt fail any which i am very very thankful of (:
hope i can get a b3 for chem. then my overall is B whoo
i bet my position in class is.. near end xD! ahhh what the heck! haha!
lalalala
CONGRATS MELVIN FOR GETTING A FREAKIN 99 FOR E MATHS!!!!! xD
and to MALVIN FOR GETTING 97 FOR A MATHS.
these people. are. CRAZY I TELL YOU. and and. that deborah for getting highest in her favourite subject. incredible.
so that's all for today. I PASSED MY CHINESE. wow. song lao shi is the one who marked the paper. no wonder la she GIVES marks willingly not like my chinese teacher presently. happily minus marks. tsk.
MAN a maths is so..AHHHHH can get like 80+
4 fucking questions careless mistakes at the very crucial steps out of 8 marks i get like 2?! WHFLIDHFLISDHNIWUOHWIBD argh!!! so pissed at myself. i feel like strangling myself. then e maths also. wahhhhh what happened to me!?!!!
sigh sigh sigh nvm shall take this opportunity to learn.. xD!

i've got no quotes today. just. nice hair xD

2009-05-19T06:24:00.000-07:00

what can i say huh?
miracles can happen.
well. got back physics, english, bio and SS
i must say that. physics and english and SS are miracles.
bio is kinda disappointing but expected cause well the day before the paper i had a serious headache. LESSON LEARNT: next time PLEASE FOR GOD'S SAKE DO NOT PUT A MATHS PAPER BEFORE BIO PAPER. PLEASE. it's brain torture man.
so anyway i kinda okaye with my results. i dont expect anything good cause well. i didnt study hard enough to deserve any. 80-90 marks. i think if i get 70+ i'll be like super happy. so yea pretty contented. no As yet. YUP that effing serious. all 60s range -.-
oh well. like i said i dont expect much (: it's just the mid years. so i'm like WHATEVER. i just wanna know where i've gone wrong and MOVE ON WITH LIFE. yea. so made pretty "drastic" mistakes. is that the right word? :/
okaye MAJOR mistakes. well. i'll try not to sleep too much. FOCUS not get distracted by nonsensical stuff (very difficult to avoid) uh huhh. that's my so called conclusion for mid years.
hmm.. that's all for today.
oh i am super duper cranky these days. so dont piss me off. or i will seriously take out a knife from my pocket and just stab you.
FYI i hate being treated like a piece of fuck, so stop doing that before i start doing the same thing to you.

LIFE A BITCH, SO ARE YOU.
so piss off!

he's outta my league, i'm wasting my time cause he'll never be mine

2009-05-17T00:43:00.000-07:00

HEYO MA BIATCHES?!!!!!

HARIOT

naps do you know what does that mean?! xD it is spelt like that.haha!!

so...

yesterday was a great day for running. i must say. i enjoyed the run.

when i came back. WOW. my face was like. RED, i looked like i applied blusher or something xDD

gonna run today again if it doesnt rain.

just finished watching GIRL,INTERRUPTED. i must say, it's pretty awesome. it aint some thriller or what. but.. recommended to watch. lots of F words though.

movies to download:

-The Nun

-Meet Dave

-The Omen Trilogy

-Ghost House

-Hansel and Gretel

-Let the Right One In

muahahahaha 5/6 is horror ((:

gonna go starbucks at siglap tomorrow to do the online assessment with naps and weisong.

WHOO coffee and work. life is good. (:

can't wait for school to reopen though. it's hell boring at home and yea pretty much rotting.

but the only think I wanna avoid is. getting the test papers back. seriously, i dont think i'll do very well y'know. so not very ecstatic about getting to know my marks. ahhh what the heck. i just dont wanna FAIL any subjects. *social studies* zzzzzzzzzzz stupid whitewash.

oh yea, needa get the class t-shirt design done asap

things to do today:

-exercise

-put songs in my thumbdrive for naps

-watch tv

did you edit me out of your mind

'cos in a flash you had disappeared, gone

2009-05-15T21:16:00.000-07:00

HELOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

soooo i found this KOREAN VERSION of insomnia. it's so sexaye.

so.. it was raining yesterday so i didnt go for my run. BUT i am DETERMINED to run today! WHOO. i didnt finish my to-do-list yesterday. ahh felt really lazy..
and i checked my piggy bank money. guess what. I LEFT FUCKING $8?!!!! w.t.f although i still have $100 BUT THAT IS FOR AN EMERGENCY. $8.$8. i can't even GET a movie ticket. wow. i am.. SAVING MAN. not gonna eat.

okaye let's see.. erm. movies to watch..

MONSTERS VS. ALIENS!!!

YES YES YES!!! and it's in 3-D yawww whee hee! can't wait (((:

downloading girl,interrupted. my dad said it is a damn awesome show. it's about this mad girl in the mental hospital. HAHA something like that. so excited! xD

oh i watch E! entertainment. and they were talking about horror movie curses. uh huhh and the scariest movie curse is from the show called poltergeist. AND i'm downloading that (((: whoohoo! they also said that the movie is indeed really scary WHOOO awesome much.

OOOO yesterday i watched american pie 2 OMG fucking funny man! i laughed my heart out, my brother was there too xDD

june holidays are coming and i have no savings for shopping. i made a vow to myself. NOT TO SHOP FOR UNNECESSARY THINGS. uh huhh. i'm now gonna shop at only topshop, zara and other nice brands. not gonna waste my money on other things. uh huhh. i have made it VERY clear to myself ((:

i shall watch like one or two movies during the holidays. MOVIE TICKETS ARE FUCKING EXPENSIVE urghh!!

lalalala i miss this guy right here.

UH HUHH i took it (: i know my photography totally rocks. thank you thank you (:

things to do today:

-exercise

-read the newspaper?!

-clear study table.

somehow, i feel very empty inside.

2009-05-15T14:11:00.000-07:00

what's up my crappy world!!
should i stay home for the next.. 4 days?? hmm... NAHHH
i need to get like lots of things. and my wax seems to be not on sale. :/ maybe i shall use other brands or something.
let's see.. yesterday after bio paper, went out with naps. caught a movie at marina square. HORSEMEN. uh huh.. there were only 4 people in the theatre. it's NC16 btw. and naps is 16 and i am 15. how did i get in. HAHAHA funny story.
so naps had planned it all out before we went into the theatre. she brought 2 ics. one written in thai and one written in english. the one with thai had her picture so i used the one written in english. xD!!! i had to pretend in didnt understand english. :D haha!! so i kinda practiced?! i mean. i tried to NOT laugh. it's difficult for me not to laugh okaye... so in the end, when we were all prepared. THE PERSON DIDNT EVEN ASK US FOR OUR ID. i held my laughter all the way to the cinema hall. and then I LET OUT MY EVIL LAUGHTER xD!!! it was super loud and naps said that was super not cool. -.- W.
after the movie naps was like. WHAT KIND OF SHOW WAS THAT. then i was like. TOLD YOU WE SHOULD WATCH UNINVITED. xD kidding la. it was a pretty nice show. but i prefer SAW ((: weets~!
oh before we went to marina square, we headed to see tampines 1. in the end. it was nothing very special. except there was TOPSHOP and. NET and dont forget esprit! WHOOO WHOO!!! dont need to go to like orchard or what for topshop (((: whee hee!! anywayz. my skirt i want. IS NOT SELLING ANYMORE. FUEU$#!#!!I# JF(IH(**$U)(*$_(#_#_#~!!(($&%%& URGH. i regretted not buying it on my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FCUK!!!!!! arrrggghhhh. but i got another skirt in the end. it's blue. (: gonna save save save! cause i want to get 2 other skirts altogether like $100+?! *faints* that'll take me.. 5 weeks to save. WTF?! zzzz
nvm i just hope my results will be reasonable enough so my parents can reward me with presents and i'll be like I WANT THAT THAT...AND THAT *winks*
went home after the movie. was super super tired. and time seem to pass really slowly. i thought it was 1100+ already. ended up it was only 9.30pm. 0.0 wow. went to sleep around 1130. and.. woke up at 12pm (((: wonderful. the weather is like super hot and sunny. GREAT weather to tan but i read vogue magazine saying that tanning ain't good. ahh what the heck i shall just apply lotion of SPF 45 (like i will remember).
planning to go jogging today. maybe late in the evening. gonna start my diet routine.. maybe today? or next week? xD shall depend on my mood.
getting really emotional lately though. god knows why. oh right. thank you puberty.

things to do today:
-clear closet.
-change bed sheet.
-exercise.
-clear floor and table.
-entertain myself with comedy movies.
-find that lily allen song(found it)

mother's day dinner

2009-05-09T21:55:00.000-07:00

mother's day celebration with cousins

TADAAAA so preeetaye! ((:

tadaaa i can fit 4 people in the picture (:

weird tasting barley

this.is very digusting. ew. it's shark's fin. tsk tsk tsk tsk

my very glam shot by jasline.

TADAAAA even better now. i can fit.. 1..2..3..4.. 7 people in one picture!! how awesome ((:

jasline's super cute necklace (((:

i swear i don't drink (;

kids.. *shakes head*

SCALLOPSSSSS ONNN THEEEE TABLEEEEE xD

okaye erm... shall write more stuff tomorrow. currently really really tired. erm. EXAMS ARE OVER!!!! (((: erm. WHOO HOOO no school for 4 days!!! haha! awesome much

2009-05-08T04:03:00.000-07:00

yea!!! i want to killlll someone!! xD

i want to tear the physics paper!! zzzz stupid paper.

so anyway. 3 more papers to go!! ((: then can go on my shopping spree and... yea!

i wanna watch monsters vs. aliens looks like a damn funny show

OHOH harry potter too. definitely something not to miss (:

and.. if i have the money. i'll catch the ramen girl or something LOL

soooooo erm. i dont feel like studying though. HAHA whoo~!

my downloads are FINALLY fast fast fast!! ((:

anyway i love love love the song rewind (:

to the time before you went away, wish i could go back to yesterday

2009-05-07T03:26:00.000-07:00

YOYOYO 1...2...3..4...5...6and a half down. 3 and half more papers to go!!! WHOOOOO (((:

lalalalalalalalalala physics was... fucked up man!!! omg luhh T.T difficult~!

geog.. if i had study early. and memorise more i think i would score. but noooo i didnt.. i hope i can pass cause my SS omg.. i listed the wrong factors.. STUPID ME. i did that exact same question the night before and i couldnt remember.. wtf?!! zzzzzzzz and i dont understand wtf is a whitewash?!! and that cartoon!!! so i anyhow anyhow whackkk.

so.. how's life.

well.. pretty. boring cause it's the exam period. mmm i hope the skirt i want is still on sale though. xD

OOOO i really really want a snow globe now. (: i'm gonna get it soon haha!!!! i just find it soo soo. magical. ((: amazing. so i have a long shopping list. 0.0 i hope i saved enough! heh!

okaye enough talking. time for.. RANDOM PICTURES~!!

PINEAPPLES!!!

TADAAAA the box of my AWESOME wallet. i shall not take the picture of the wallet cause it will totally BLOW your eyes off the sockets

just look at that JUICY JUICY MANGO

i cannot believe i wrote THAT on my hand xD

2009-05-03T03:13:00.000-07:00

you know this is seriously INCREDIBLE.
it suddenly HIT ME. i realised now. what the hell you want. anyway you got it. happy?!
urgh. no life bitch piece of dried snot. W
do whatever you want. go and have your ********** or rather share. sigh. WHY DIDN'T I ******** OUT?!!! omg. so stupid!! i am fucking stupid. nvm... perservere!!! one more year! ((: mmmm i thought i planned out what to blog about already. xD it slipped out of my mind. hmm.. xD i really forgot already.
anywayzzz i love my class out of the sudden i dunno why. maybe cause i made an effort to contribute to the class. xD i am so darn proud of myself yaww.
june holidays.. i hope jasline wont be studying like some mad woman. SLEEPOVER PLEASE ((: i hope i dont spend all my money though HAHA save save SAVE.

copycater. stop copying me. get unique. hariot.

haha that was very random. but i just keep thinking why the hell would she wanna copy me. think she can be like me AHA big joke. go copy your ******* ****** luh. huh go *** **** **** ***** also la. then **** of you can look like *** ******. awww.. dig your ass.

anyway there's english and SS paper tomorrow. i hope i wont fail my SS... and english. xD! *prays* although i didnt really study :/ today. i was like just.. chilling. and sleeping most of the time. opps.
can't wait for exams to be over. i mean who doesn't?! going to tampines 1 with naps after bio paper whee~! then watching movie at tm

ER HUM!!!!!!! ((:

2009-05-02T06:04:00.000-07:00

I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!!!! WHOOO
i love this shade of brown~!! butttttttt i prefer NOBLE BROWN omgzzzz
(((: happy~!!!!!

my guess wallet~~!! dont jealous! muahahaha

anyway this afternoon was FUCKING FUNNY LA.
man. i didnt video down the events..
long story though. xDD!!!!
i love my family ((:

2009-05-02T03:36:00.000-07:00

MY MUM JUST GAVE ME A FUCKING NICE GUESS WALLET!!! (((: OMG!!!! i love it! i love it! heh! it's black and gold ((: it's lovely. THANK YOU MUMMY!!! whoooooooooooooooooo

love love love (((:

2009-04-27T03:40:00.001-07:00

someone just fucking shoot me.

When I say jump, you say how high
I ain’t never seen nobody, how they get so high
Like a bird, like a plane, this party got me insane
This party got me insane
So jump jump jump jump

2009-04-26T04:04:00.001-07:00

i am 80% sure that i'm gonna fail my mid years and i'm gonna get kicked out of 3e1.
distracted.
can't focus.
AND WHEN CAN YOU STOP COPYING ME?!
HURH?!!!!!
there are 2 sides of the fish man. TWO FUCKING SIDES.
it doesnt mean anything. i'm just saying.
i think the world is one messed up piece of fuck.
or maybe it's just me.
i think the weather is pissing me off. it is. BIG TIME.
anyway. i do wonder if any teachers are reading my blog. :// anyway
there's nothing to see. i dont talk much about my teachers here. i mean who the hell is so stupid to write things about their teachers on a public thingy and get caught and get into lots of trouble. ._. some people just don't think. if i did write about a teacher here. i wouldnt mention his/her name. like DUHH i aint that dumb.
anyway my tagboard's pretty much dead. bet no one is reading this after the frog pictures xD
anyway i dunno why i miss FOB HAHA
nvm. i've got their pictures (:
anyway. stop copying me. cause you'll never be like me. NEVERRRRR
muahahah. i think i watched too much drama. to be specific 90210. the recent episodes are CRAZZZZYYY man.. omg. loving it. how i wish my school could be THAT drama man.
maybe i should start one xD kidding. i have too much things to do. LOL

BIO LESSON!

2009-04-24T03:26:00.000-07:00

childhood photos xDD!!!!

i have.. no idea when was this taken!!!

this was recent.. last year?

THE RDAs!!!!

colourful~!

the table that i never ever bother to clear xDD!!

sighh..

THE FOLLOWING PICTURES ARE FOR THOSE WHO HAVE A REALLY STRONG STOMACH! if you dont. just click the red cross button on the top right hand side of the screen ((:

THE DAY I DESSECTED A FROG! (((: bio~!!

our... murder weapons xD!!

I CUT THE SKIN!! (((:

that's the liver

that curly curly thing is fats

foreground. that's the heart. IT WAS STILL BEATING

THEIR FROG MOVED!!!!!!

OUR WONDERFUL GROUP! from left. chai foong, angie, me, napittha. and below wei song

the intestine. NAPITTHA!!!! MURDERER!!!

the liver!! can you see? there are three lobes

murderer!!

look at what you've done napittha!!!

omg... look at what wei en's group did to the frog!!!! T.T

videos will be uploaded soon ((:

i'm sucha failure )':

fail everything... and my life. sigh.

2009-04-19T04:32:00.000-07:00

this is what we did for chem lesson! WHOO these are just some of the photos. (((: HONEY STARS!

germaine's birthday celebration part 2 (((:

constipated face

HAHA she look so cute here

germie so angryyy

jasline.. EMO FOR WHAT xD

i.love.my.hair.

WHOOO HOO JAI HO!

i look fucking cock eyed

i look fucking COCKEYED LA

my lovely shoelaces~

and after tying it for so long.. TADAAAA ((((:

CORNIE!

DUMPLINGS~!

she is enjoying her corn

RAMEN!

damn shit. i've got chem and e maths test tomorrow. T.T

zzz.. so gonna like.. flunk it or something man. can't seem to concentrate these days.. very distracted =x!

AHHHHHH i wanna buy.. ALOT OF THINGS!!!!

-WAX

-THAT topshop skirt T.T $63

-a new pair of sneakers!

-brown levis watch. (it's gonna cost a bomb la)

-brown pencil case BIGGGGG ONE

-maybe a new bag?

SEE SEE!!! i need to save. BIG TIME YO. and the list goes on.

i feel like putting make up AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA xD

i dunno. eyeliner seems pretty effing cool man. but! i dunno how to put. later ahh... xD

IF i wanna put eyeliner. I WANNA SHOP AT M.A.C!!! i saw their make up stuff. omg la SO PRETTY!!!

maybe i'll shop at that tampines one thing.. get a tee or something. my physio therapist said there's this accessories shop on the top level. they have really nice rings. GOTTA CHECK IT OUT MAN. after mid years~~!!!!

sighsighsighsigh.

when will you talk to me again? ):

i couldn't believe what i felt for youu~~

i'm just a little bit caught in the middle. life is a maze. and love is a riddle.

bust in the door and take me away

cause in your eyes i'd like to stay ((: