REWIND.

Saturday, April 12, 2008 @3:18 AM

hey
woke up at 7.15, went to school to meet the other basketball peeps in school, then saw quite alot of people there already. then went to siglap CC, did warm up, run around the siglap CC 3 rounds.. then saw our competitors all quite tall. first round me, jialing, debs, hweemin and peiqing played scored like 3? well done anyway shall not elaborate too much but to summarize it all we won 12-49 ((: our first win
then went to eat lunch with the peeps. then went home. got ready for tuition, wait until 4.30 then i went to check my handphone in case he sms me say he will be late, then dont have, then went to check the old message, then i realise actually today dont have tuition.. i read the message wrongly..zzz
home alone now...my parents went for some dinner thingy... yup so now updating..

if i say i am fine... i am most probably is
obviously i cannot forget about him, i mean it has been 2 years..
all the eye connection, all the crazy stuff i have been doing about him, etc. have always been like... really good? and how can i forget in an instant...
i guess he looked at me, smiled and all are probably all an misconseption.. he is probably flirting and all so...whatever, but i am trying to forget and move on..........................................................................................................................................................but i need time....

hweemin~
dont cry le lah.... as long as you know you did your best of the best, and no matter what other people say, that shouldn't bring you down.. this is what i thought, i thought you played well taking rebounds, running here and there, intercepting, defending, even mrs tiu said you are really active in defending, isn't that good? dont think about the BAD things you did, or blame yourself about the mistakes, you should rather reflect and work on it.. ok? you were there for me when i needed help, so if you need me, just say (: