REWIND.

Thursday, December 16, 2010 @12:18 AM

and i am back to blogging about my absolutely mundane life.
i've been working for 5 days.. earned around $360~
it's so little.. :/
i hope i can work like shit during the last week of dec.
seriously i think the holidays are freaking short..

today is xiaopeipei's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

mmm i am like super sunburnt.. it hurts like fuck.
urghhh.. the price to pay for wanting to be darker.
my face is kinda ruined now.. cause i don't know.

sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.

this holidays sucks.
maybe having homework makes me happy......

who am i kidding.
it doesnt.

i cannot believe i am going to jc next year. it's... scary

am i scary???
do i look unfriendly...?
why can't i make friends easily...
it wasnt like that a few years ago.. :/
i guess.. my face changed.. for the worst. TT.TT
sigh.... making new friends. it's hard.

i seriously cannot wait for the stayover.
retail therapy. + christmas with family.
i love my cousins (:

what makes me happy?
i havent found the answer to that question yet.

i miss germany. ):