i dont think i hate alien1 as much as before. actually to think of it. i never did HATE her like. as in wanna stab her. slap her. punch her. cause she's not like my close friend or something. but rather i hate alien2 and alien3. and now alien4 is like.. i dunno what is her problem! she hates people like it's her job and all... i dont know man. :/
i really cannot wait for monday to come.
this thing is like a virus in my brain.
i really wanna cut a piece of it.
nice right? xDwell i dunno whether i will feel the same way on monday
she messaged me about settling it on monday and i hope we can all close this chapter.
zzz cannot waste anymore precious time.
this is draining my damn energy. (i'm easily distracted you see)
let's just hope we will settle it in a very civilized manner.
no gang or physical contact will be involved. (i hope)
you know some retards just brought me back into blogging.=0 shocking i know
so let's see err.. i thought my life was extremely mundane. BUT SOME PEOPLE PROVE ME WRONGG. like OMG! so scary.
so anyway. these people.. mmm let's not call them people but em. aliens. seriously i dont think they are human at all
lets talk about the first person. i mean alien
alien 1. i met her last year. around.. august?
OOO before i continue. i am writing everything i know. and feel. so it's true. and i'm not twisting and bullshitting like some aliens.
so ANYWAY i met this alien. august. around.. NDP period? yahhh.. so at first i thought she was NICE and FUNNY and. FUN and YOU KNOW nice ( :o )! but i was wrong after i heard what she said about me. FLIRT??? me?! flirting with guys. and what she said about one of my friends. wow. i was astonished. at such blatant behaviour. after i found that out. i didnt do anything to that alien. i just. put it aside. i was thinking to myself "what the hell did i do to her? why the hell did she call me that for. why the hell did she judge me?" that's all. LIKE SOME ALIEN i hate it when people go behind your backs but still act as if they didnt do anything. that's what THAT alien did to me.
so yea that was like LAST YEAR. and i didnt do ANYTHING. please note this phrase.
so THIS year. awesome 2010. whoooo it was around.. mmm first part of the year. this alien mass messaged everyone to go for her bday party. then D said she can't go as it fell on a good friday. and you know CHRISTIANS have to go to church. mm yea. then she messaged back to D saying that there is a misunderstanding between them and blablabla. so something happened. then D said that it was wrong for alien1 to gossip about D's closest friends to D. then alien1 acted all self-righteous. oh and the reason why alien1 came to talk about this was because alien's brother(??) heard us gossiping about alien1 and alien1's brother(?!!!). hmmm i dunno where did THAT come from. but honestly. D and me DO NOT KNOW HOW ALIEN1'S BROTHER LOOKS LIKE OR WHAT HIS NAME IS. (well i know now) ludicrous i tell you. mmm yea. and he wanna slap D if alien1 doesn't want to settle this with D. mmm let's see this situation. i wonder what we say about them. omg they're like so vain until they have ILLUSIONS or HALLUCINATIONS about us gossiping about them.
alien1 said to D that we have no right to judge her. well. who started talking about me and jialing first.
that's all i can remember. because my mind is not filled with YOU. it is filled with my TRIPLE SCIENCES and A&E MATHS which i know some people do not take. and do understand how the fuck i feel.
that's all for alien1
now for alien2
i knew her for almost 5 years now. when you think you know a person for 5 years, you think she'll stay by you. but. no. i was wrong and if you think you know a person for 5 years very well. you're wrong
so i learnt that i know nothing about alien2 at all. D and i ACTUALLY tried to talk to her?? tried to.. I DUNNO WHAT WERE WE DOING. omg. she said she was neutral. 0.0 i dunno about that really. i mean if you are neutral about this right. you wouldnt mmm be angry about anything cry over anything cause, like i said neutral. so whatever nonsense goes in your ear. you go "ohhh..ohhhh.." and then forget about it. then you know BE NEUTRAL. but noooo you had to show all your emotions. throw 'em all out. so i guess YOU are NOT neutral so dont lie to yourself. it's not good. as some aliens think it's wrong.
YAH so i thought by actually talking to her or rather trying to understand the situation. which i still do not. mmm yea.
omg i'm getting really sleepy even by writing about this. sigh. they bore me. seriously. somemore i dunno who say what use her as entertainment for our lives... or something. seriously i think is YOU guys.. no life? dunno what the hell you guys planning. planning for what? i dunno. talking about no life. HMMMM
wanna know what WE are planning. WE are planning to STUDY. if that is even in their dictionary. 0.0
so that's like 2 aliens. i still have... 2-3 more.
mmm okay
alien3
i met in sec1. remember campfire? was totally high and all, you know thought we were gonna be like BFFS forever and all. but no. i was wronged again. i did so much for you. but what did i get in return? you going behind me. making best friends with someone i hate. someone that disgust me. i dont know, you go around talking about people. and then you end up with them. seriously. you disappoint me a whole lot. after so long. i finally saw who you really are. how annoying you are. how hateful you are. almost 4 years. 4 damn years. go to waste. you chose to go with someone whom you just met. you rather believe her. and i heard you were neutral? you LIED to me.. like you dont know how much i hate liars. you said you dont know anything and you cant be bothered. seriously? i didnt wanna tell you cause i thought it would be mean to psycho into hating her. i guess she told you first. oh well whatever. i dont need a friend like you. oh and also you said even if you knew. you would shut up and not say anything. but what did you do in the end........
alien4&5
lets just put them both together cause they're not my focus. lets see erm... i did not say anything about them at all. like nothing. and they hate me in the end. WOW. so since they feel so strongly about me. i think it would be rude if i didnt feel the same way. so yea. i have nothing to say to those 2. because i'm not close to them AT ALL. i dont know anything about them. i shall not say anything about them because. i'm different from YOU aliens.
hating me?! it wont make you pretty. but it'll make me famous. so. go ahead (:
FYI did i say i was perfect. i know it's cliche. but seriously. i never said anything to you aliens to make me seem like i'm perfect.
do you like ellen degeneres? she's lesbian. she's married to a woman. she's an influential person. she's funny. and all. is that morally wrong? i wonder which is morally wrong.
underage sex and smoking or being lesbian.
enlighten me
this cold war continues.
