AIN'T TODAY A FUCKING GOOD DAY PEOPLE?! WHOO!
GREAT DAY! A FUCKING GOOD DAY!
I'M SOOOOOO HAPPY.
MORNING WAS HELL GOOD HUH?! WHOO! WHAT A HAPPY COUPLE~
WAS SCREAMING MY ASS OFF IN CLASS
OH AND
WELCOME BACK TO SCHOOL RAYMOND!!
WHOO!!! HWEE MIN WONT CRY ANYMORE ((: YAY!
OKAYE.. SO CONTINUING. YEA... SO WAS FUCKING ANGRY.. THEN HIGH DURING RECESS.. KAORI'S BOOBS ARE BIG TODAY!!! ((: SO BOUNCY~ HEH >.<
THEN... ERR.. WAS TIRED AFTER BEING HIGH. DAMN IT I TELL YOU IT IS HELL TIRING! YEA...
AFTER THAT... WENT HOME.. I LOVE MY HOME! I DONT FEEL THE NEED TO GO SCHOOL. GOING TO SCHOOL IS A FUCKING CHORE. AND PAINFUL THING. FUCK IT HATE SCHOOL.. SO MAH FAN. LIKE FUCK.
I LOVE MY DAD!!
OKAYE SO WAS EATING LUNCH.. THEN MY MUM SAY I HAVE BEEN EATING ALOT RECENTLY.. THEN I WAS LIKE STRESS MAHH.. THEN MY DAD SAY YOU ARE GIVING YOURSELF UNNECESSARY STRESS -.- YOU STUDY SO HARD DONT NEED TO WORRY THEN I WAS LIKE.. ERRR.. I DIDN'T REALLY THINK I STUDIED MUCH?! MAN.. LOOKS ARE DECEIVING PEEPS!
OKAYE.. SO WAS WRITING GEOG NOTES. AND AFTER ALL THESE YEARS I HAVE FINALLY FINISH WRITING IT! ((: THEN MY DAD SUDDENLY CAME INTO MY ROOM AND GAVE A BIG HUGE PAT ON MY BACK AND SAY DONT SO STRESS OKAYE?! *** **** *** **** *** ***** **** NO ****** **** **** ****** **. AND BY THE WAY ** *** ** **** ****, I ***** *** *** * ****** . THEN I WAS LIKE WHAT?!!! OMFG?!?!@#?!@ OMG!@#!@ THEN I FINALLY HAD A REAL BIG SMILE ON MY FACE ((: YAY!! FEEL SO MUCH HAPPIER AFTER THAT FUCKING INCIDENT! ((: FINALLY SOMETHING TO GET OFF MY MIND!! YAY!!! SO TOMORROW.. WILL BE SMILING~ ((: HAPPILY. UNLESS I SEE SOMETHING VERY VERY OBSCENE! HEH! SO.. NOTHING MUCH LE LO XDD YAY!! YAY!!
BREAD..... AND NUTELLA..... AND BREAD.. AND NUTELLA....... AND PENGUIN....... HE CAN GO TO HELL......... BREAD....... AND NUTELLA.......
WHAT UP MY HOMIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ello ello elloooooooo whuddup!!!!!!!!!!!
ha ha!!! today was fine..
tried to cry.. but still nothing comes out.
T.T sad.. SAD. man i'm pathetic.. PATHETIC~ zzzzz urgh.. why did i let it get into me HUH WHY?! i just want answers.
anyhooo
recess was retarded xD laughed and laughed until.. everyone was staring at me. oooo! i'm the asian version of demi lavato! wheee~ THIS IS REAL THIS IS ME I'M EXACTLY WHERE I'M SUPPOSE TO BE NOW GOTTA LET THE LIGHT SHINE ON ME! NOW I FOUND WHO I AM BLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLA~ i keep singing that song to people who seems sad.. ((: OOOO i love chinese lesson, although i know i'm sooo getting scolded tomorrow, but enjoyed meeeeself!! ha ha!!! played 'guess the music title' with jess who was at the other end of the class xD she made me do the pussycat doll dance! HAHA!! so was damn funny feiting was on the verge of having a heart attack! whoo!! xDD jess was laughing her ass off xDD
so.. music.. mr ali decided to show some comedy show. which was.. gross+wierd+funny+horny xDD it was entertaining. kena violated today too T.T
soooooooooooooooooooo had this super long and comforting sms from my dearest HWEE MIN!! omg.. so thankful!!!! omg. i know.. i have sorted some of my feelings i guess.. i just want to find answers. i dunno what either.. I WILL LIVE MY LIFE TO MY FULLEST i won't end my life for that fucker?! not worth it!! and also.. YOU'VE DEFINATELY CHEERED ME UP!! i wont let him affect my studies man. no way hozeh.. I AM SO GETTING MY BROWN PSP LO!!! you will see the widest smile you've ever seen in your life once i get my brown psp ^^ haha you damn cute can! put chinese inside xDD but i understand ^>^ i hope it will all get better in time. THANK YOU SO MUCH!! LOVE YOU LOTS
i also LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE these people (A-Z)
A: AMIRA!!! ASHIKIN!! ANGIE!!
B: err.. no one?
C:....
D: DEBORAHH!!!!
E: myself?! nahhh
F: FEI TING!!!
G:
H: HWEE MIN!! HILMI!! HONG JUN!!!
I:
J: JESS!! JIA LING!!! JASLINE!!!
K: KAO RI!!!!
L:
M: MELVIN!!!
N: NAPITTHA!!!
O:
P: PEI QING!!
Q:
R:
S: SUVD!!! SHAUN!!!
T:
U:
V:
W:
X:
Y:
Z:
omg.. having mental block. please tell me if i missed out your name!!
i love giving people hugs, but not getting them
tag replies
jialing: YEA!!! so cute~
melman: i think you will win me in EOY.. and that song is so retarded!!
germaine: heyyy thanks for tagging ^>^
samantha: okayee
ashikin: thanks!! yea.. definately learnt my lesson!
yanin: thank you!!! i will ((:
vereen: ahh!! thank you thank you!! will try to forget him ((:
jasline: OMG my girlfriend!! i love you! omg when i see you can hug you!?!! yea.. guys are jerks!
eh fucker
you damn basket leh..
i fucking like you for one year +++ yet you dont seem to fucking notice me
like what the fuck?! can't you just tell me that you dont like me straight to me and not give me high hopes and in the end you crash me down. you know how that bloody fucking hurts?! go dammit. i have no bloody idea why i am soo infatuated to you. why?!@# god dammit why!?!? it's so fucking retarded can. i acted so foolishly retarded in front of you.. around you. and end up you like another girl. okaye so she's prettier than me. skinnier than me. well congrats. but why can't you just let me know?! omg. you're such a bastard. you're.. no good man. i hate you. the way you treat me. you're like spinning me round and round getting me high.. then low on some days. why?! what the fuck did i do to you?! URGHH once i knew about it today.. i felt like crying yet also bursting into laughter at times. but in the end.. is it worth it? i thought about it today. why am i so into you. what did you do to get me sooo into you.. then i realise.. i really didn't know. it was just a feeling in me. it was just... something. i thought.. haiix. it's sad.. a year of hard work. yea. it paid off. the pain? not exactly. it's not exactly pain.. just.. just.. rather shocked. taken aback? hmm.. bewildered. can't explain why the fuck you look at me for. why?! can you fucking TELL ME WHY?!?!?! bloody fuck. i can't stand you no more. you're like ALWAYS there when i want to forget you. you know how bloody hard it is to let go a 1 year+ crush?! it was a one sided thing all along i guess.. that sucks. that really sucks... although i know you will never return the feelings. but sometimes whenever you look at me or whatever shit fuck nonsense you do to make my heart skip a beat, my palms sweaty, it gave me a glimpse of hope? i dunno. just felt... i was somehow.. not too far away from you.. but hey. what can i say. you broke my heart in the end. in a very very harsh and pathetic way. painful. very painful. i try and try to look nonchalant. but.. sorry. i can't hold back the feelings. yea. the news is sad. i try to thank the memories. the way you made me laugh. the way you made me go high, the way you make my day. it's rather unforgettable. so well thanks.
thanks for breaking my heart. thanks for being alive. thanks for being.. you.
because.. i.... hate you.
I WILL FUCKING HELL FORGET YOU BY TOMORROW
LOOK!!! whoo!!
this is yet another masterpiece of mine
get ready...
wait for it...
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TADDAAAAAA so cute right?
check out the zoom in pic xDDcute right!?!?! xDD
haha some err.. nonsense pic xDD
and again..
haha!! brothers for life ^.^eheheh shall.. rant something here
**** *** ** * *** **** ****** ** ******** ***** this *** *** **** ** **** ****ed ** ******** my **** ******?!?!?! * *** ** ***** yet *****. ********.. ********.. **** *** *** **** ***. * **** **** someone ** ** **** *****?!?! **** **** **** cannot. zzz ****** ** luhh... hor.?! ***** *** *** all ** troubles ** *** **?!?! *****?!?!
** **** **** the **** is **** ******* .. you know what?!?
happy guessing what it is.
man this is a nice way to complain ((:
whee~~
I MISS PENGUIN LIKE... URGH!!!
I MISS ANNABELLE, HIU SHEUNG, LYNDSEY, DELIA AND FEI TING!!
scandalous six.. nice name made by fei ting xDD
i was bored so i made this xDso there is some maths stuff today.
TADDAAAAA the male reproductive system!! I'M SO PROUD OF THIS DRAWING!
TADDAAA the female reproductive system.. haii hao la
had a super POSITIVE attitude that brought to school today. so yea went up to the second level to the comp lab. then saw hwee min, she went for training, no one told me they were going -.- anyway she said she just did stretching only cause super little people went. sad luhh.. my 'favourite' teammate came.. then i didnt train.. NO FAIR i miss her.. xD
so went there then shaun suddenly heyyy then hit my head then he say you funny hor! then i was like laughing xDD last night i randomly smsed him with my other number. this is the convo it goes something like this
eunice: HELLO SHAUN
shaun: HELLO who is this? this number looks familiar
eunice: I'm penguin! (i put his real name)
shaun: really? how you get my number
eunice: from my friend! how's life.
then we talked normally until..
eunice: so.. you have girlfriend?
shaun: YOU NOT PENGUIN(his real name) SO KPO
that was when my identity was exposed T.T sad.
was damn funny la xDD
so, continuing the maths programme. hmm.. i was sort of distracted by the internet. so was hwee min so we surfed the net and blogshopped. then hilmi, shaun and hong jun played dota o.0 how did they do it? no idea. so watched hilmi play. miss the game? ha ha! long time no play le. so gonna play it after EOY whoo! confirm damn noob. xDD then.. bla bla bla nothing much happened. went back home. bus-ed back ha ha
then.. what did i do?
oh right. read gossip girl. DAMN i read slow man.. still stuck on the second book T.T that's just.. damn saddening. so after that studied my fav sub SCIENCE WHEE i love bio!! before that did a little geog OH god i hate geog like chinese. now that's BAD URGH can't help it i seriously no interest in humanities. which apparently is pulling my percentage down OH GREAT thankz. zzzz
so studied ha ha MAN i love drawing here are some of my drawings!! it's totally drawn by me!!
TADDAAAAA the male reproductive system!! I'M SO PROUD OF THIS DRAWING!TADDAAA the female reproductive system.. haii hao laSPERRMMMYYY!!!!! whoo!!! looks like jialing's hair last time.. man.. now she keep cutting her hair.. sad. this looks cute! i love it!
THE EGG!! xDDD
HAHA hmm anyway so did science notes DAMN interesting luh! whoo LOVE IT so much better than stupid geog urghh.. anyway want know how my room look like. i'm now studying like this
ON A CHAIR!! why? you may think.. that's because....
LOOK AT MY TABLE!!! HAHA NO SPACE how to study?!!?! so study on a chair lorr xDD i'm not a tidy person you know.
whoo!
OMGG i want this outfit for like.. YEARS okaye maybe not. but like ITS DAMN NICE inside is this tulip dress then outside is a tube. is like 2 dresses in one! nice!!!
hmm.. that's all..
I MISS PENGUIN SO MUCH ahhh nvm have his photo ^.^
I MISS HAM TOO T.T sob sob
TAG REPLIES
vereen: HAHAHA!! HIGH FIVE PARTNER!! and thanks!!
vanisha: OKAYEE!!
ashikin: which one you want? xDD
willie: -.- common sense is a door right.. what whiteboard -.-
I LOVE THIS SONG
check it out!! go you tube to see the official MV whee~
hey yall.
well shall just err summarize what i have done today
basketball training in the morning. loved training today!
man.. i need to get a journal..
gonna buy one after eoys from paper people in far east. lalala
nothing much already
everyone seems to be studying except me.
T.T boo....
TAG REPLIES:
yanin: WHOO thankz!!
heyy there!! well it's the starting of september holidays
it doesn't feel like the holidays though.
i have planned my holidays well. all with "fun packed" activities, like writing geography notes, doing maths paper, reading more on the male reproductive system. OH ain't that FUN. haiix. another 1 months and 5 days? and it's the EOY. DAMN FAST CAN! urgh. BUT NEVER MIND look on the bright side. the holidays are damn freaking long! whee~ so can't wait
anywayz yesterday had family outing. went all the way to jurong east -.- ate curry fish head!! and went to walk around IMM. it's like super big? but there's nothing inside. only furniture and stuff. then there was this small girls pagent thing and my bro and me went to see and my bro was like laughing away -.- so mean! hmm.. so after that was damn sleepy. slept in the car. all the way home. is damn far away! like.. JURONG?! ha ha! went home. rest then did geog.
zzz i hate geog.
today.. lalala slot of things lazy to talk about. ha ha!
talallala nothing le. my phone so quiet these few days haha! yay!
TAG REPLIES
willie: no.. it was the back of the door!! like when you pee then you see it!
mingyi: OH HELLO!!! okaye will message you ^.^
ashikin: I WANT!!! hee hee unclear nvm can see his sexaye body can le >.<
yanin: HURH?! please lo!! i'm not so horny!
