Tuesday, April 15, 2008 @5:55 AM
today was fine.. angie came without chicken pox.. lol
got my "hyperness" during PCCG xD damn funny la feiting and me were crapping around with the ideas and queenie joined in =DD HAHA. naps didnt come *sobs*. chinese teacher forgot about the class today and came late. actually she doesnt need to come.. until mrs tiu came, haiix. she came with suvd?? although i was not clear about the situation but mrs tiu gave a VERY long remark on the class diary and i bet suvd is going to get nagged and nagged and nagged by miss ho. good luck.
saw him today. i even walked past him. his friends teased me. *sobs* okaye i dunno that is a bad thing or good thing. jialing tried to stop me from looking at him in the morning ((: but i cannot take my eyes off him. feiting tried to stop me from looking at him during history((: but i still cannot take my eyes off him. *sobs* feiting told me to talk to him properly and make it clear to him. but i dont know what to say..... i think i will be like saying err.. i also dunno whether i like like you or just like your outer package(feiting told me not to use chim chim words in case he doesnt understand, she even advised me to speak to him in chinese *gasps* no way...) in order to clear my doubts and feelings for you, i too need to know you better, so can i have your number? oh wait are you willing to give your number? oh nononono... are you interested in knowing me, if so then i give you my number. man... that doesnt make sense... AH wth forget.it lol...
had maths extra lesson after school. oh yea school.. damn i think this school is getting really filthy..i mean first there is RATS..now is SHIT on the floor...GROSS and PHLEGM in the basin *vomits* gross to the max.. GROSS GROSS GROSS . fuck it. i want to transfer NOW! but i scared i cannot catch up with the students if i transfer now.. haiix.. SIAN. shall emo here in BV...
dear friend stealersi dont hate you guys in the first place. it is just that you give me the fucking attitude of yours in a stupid place called china. you give me the misconception that is YOU are the one who hates me. not the other way round. fuck it. if i could turn back time, i want to change my decision to going to china, so i wont face your kp face, ap, fucked up assitude. i would rather stay in singapore, face the fucking hot weather and the torture coach gives during basketball, and also probably study. so you know i hate you. well FYI i dont ok. i just treat you like any other person in the school. you say hi, i say hi back. you smile. i smile back. fair enough? you dont want me to be your friend, SUA, cause i dont either. only one apologises and i forgave how bout the other one? have guiltiness in you? still have the guts to smile, huh. FORGET IT, god forgive my sins. i have really....nothing to say except..GET.A.LIFE zzzzzzzzzzdear someonei dunno why you dont like me.. but if i did something wrong to you. i am sorry. i didnt want the attention from anyone okaye? i didnt ask for it neither did i want it. i am NOT an attention-seeker ok? i am not so despo. you want to have your friends have it. cause now i would rather be alone. i didnt want them to care about me neither did i tell them to neglect you. so i am now apologising to you. so stop giving me attitude alright? GEEZ hate me, love me. i think everyone hates me. goddammit. what the fuck did i do? damn it i sound really emo.. eew eew i hate clowns.
kinda got back my studying mood? maybe... 15%? yup. mrs mak's lessons are better i guess.
boy, i want to be your girl
