Wednesday, April 16, 2008 @7:09 AM
for a while. i thought i had someone to turn to to talk. but i was wrong. i had no one. so i am keeping it to myself. but i am afraid i might explode. so i turn to my bolster and start hitting it. if not, i will listen to songs. i thought at least someone would understand me. but i was wrong. no one understands me except my parents, but i dont want to stress them out. so i dont really share my problems with them unless i really want to speak out. this post is not for attention. i am just writing from my heart. this is a blog right? these are my true personal feelings. i think i am considering going counselling.i was wrong about you. you are no longer my so called "boyfriend" you are just a schoolmate/basketball captain. i will not accept any treats from you anymore.BLOODY FUCKED UP BLOODY CONFUSED BLOODY EMOTIONS TAKING OVER MEWHAT.THE.FUCK.IS.WRONG.WITH.MEthe truth is...i am not fine.