Thursday, May 15, 2008 @4:31 AM
ok so today went out 'great' i mean like saw a cockroach in the canteen. zzz CLEAN THE SCHOOL PLEASE!
had a very long morning assembly which was really boring. *yawns* got to bring back science paper.
er PE was great, get to play basketball match ^^ then recess played for a while then went to makan.
after recess saw my english paper for the first time.. mmm passed my compre and summary WOW.
lit.. saw my paper for the first time too and i had to write ALL the corrections in one period WAHH hand damn pain!!! then mrs ezekiel talked to me about the lit presentation thing AND she gave some ideas and WHOA LA i have one which i thought it was really funny! although the idea was from her i had no choice cause i was really lazy to think. ok so i need 9 people in my group i think i know who. i hope we can cooperate well and no conflicts or what not, we are not friends or enemies but classmates and teammates so dont blame one another or just because there is someone in the team which you really hate to the core that you dont want to be in team, well its not worth it. lets hope it will go well.
got my maths results too mmmm ok ok la although it was lower than what i expected but still it is ok made alot of careless mistake. hmm. oh well. so have 14 points altogether, counted really high. i dunno my english is B3 or B4 but i counted as B4.
dad said it was very good and said i could have a present, but i dont have anything to buy. anyway i think i shouldn't buy anything as~ (confidential)
then had basketball -.- pure torture but i bit my lip and tolerate. ran real slowly cause my thighs were hurting, i think i overstretched it. it doesn't seem to be better after the run instead it got worse and more painful. then did the usual stuff, long time didnt do left hand lay-up and i totally forgot how to do and did it real slow.... ahh. there will be an intensive training camp during the holidays.. hmmm it will be PURE TORTURE camping in school hmm.. freaky. wanna camp in the field! so cool!! 'cannot wait for pure torture'
didn't talk much during basketball and you may wonder why well these are the reasons
1) haven't seen someone for a week now[wondering where the hell did he go...]
2) -confidential-
3) my thighs hurt like fuck cannot walk properly.
4) too tired to talk=no breath
5) maybe just maybe it is PMS
i think that's all
i take back what i said, everything, i thought i found my best friend but i was wrong. then i thought i found another one. but i was wrong again, i guess it needs more time to find the perfect one. now i know that now no one is my best friend. what is a best friend? what makes one to be a best friend? that will be i guess telling every single shit about you to them and trust them and know that they will be there for you and also care for you and take you seriously. and give you the right and correct advice. well i havent found that one yet. well everyone is just a friend or maybe better a good friend, i find that i cannot tell everything to a person but somethings to this person and another thing to another person not all my problems to one person. so sometimes i think the best 'thing' to talk to is my reflection, wierd? try it. it really is comforting sometimes that you know that that 'thing' has no opinion or a certain thinking towards you or what you say. like i say i have a wonderful childhood and reminisce the past then some will think i am bragging but that 'thing' wont think about anything or wont say anything or wont give you some fucked up attitude or some stupid ass face so i think i would rather talk to my reflection, btw i ain't crazy. maybe retarded. i am still questioning though. but oh well i shall go with the flow.
sometimes i think i want a guy. but then all guys are a piece of shit.
WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU!
it's good to have some time alone.ps: may delete blog cause i know it ain't interesting. and guess what no one cares either
