Monday, July 6, 2009 @4:36 AM
i have
fucking loads of shit to finish. 3 days of holiday and i thought i was as free as a bird.
but
HELLLL no.
CR3. on sat. had to have a NE show run through on monday (youth day holiday) i only have
FUCKING SUNDAY to finish my homework+study for
FUCKING 2 TESTS ON TUESDAY. and guess what the tests are. it's not like the most dang easiest test.
IT'S A MATHS AND PHYSICS for god's sake. oh my
fuck lord i think i'm gonna die. seriously.
i'm super agitated nowadays.
I AM BLOODY HELL DEPRIVED OF SLEEP. i dunno why i get so paranoid of my alarm. it's like. i'll jump out from my sleep at 3+am to check if i switched on my alarm. then go back to sleep. then wake up again at around 5+am to check again.
I SERIOUSLY DUNNO WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME.did i mention that on sunday i had tuitionn at 7.30 am in the morning. and that i came home at 11.30 on saturday.
FUCKING HELL it's damn tiring and i'm damn tired. and there are seriously some people who wont let me off. who still
fucking hell pissed me off. and today. after the ne show run through thing. went to have lunch at marina. and i was like telling myself to go home after lunch. but hello.. it's MARINA SQUARE. so yea. kaori wanted to go to ZARA. 0.0 gosh. seriously. it was very tempting. and yea i followed. then we strayed. to muji.. =0 sigh sigh sigh. went home around 4.. bathed. and i was damn tired. woke up at 7am!!!!!!
fuck. on a
FUCKING GOD SHIT HOLIDAY.seriously.
study.
have i
fucking hell studied for my test. FOR LIKE
FUCKING 5 MINUTES before i KO.
studied a bit on sunday. but that's like not enough. then somemore i had to finish the racial harmony day quiz.
LOOK AT HOW BUSY MY LIFE IS AND STILL SOME PEOPLE WONT LET ME OFF.
i'm really not complaining to anyone. verbally. cause i dont want to seem like a. total. loser or some sort. so i just go with the flow. bottle up like i always do and just live my life.physics test. a maths test.
*laughs*i give up. i surrender. both hands are up.studies. you have just walked over my life. and dead body.how i wish i was in america.
NOT. EXAM. ORIENTED.
fuck shit education system.
FUCKKKK SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
but even though i may feel like that.. i dunno if you call it stress anot. i bet those adults will be like. 'oh c'mon. that's not stress at all..' blabla shit
fuck nonsense. so anyway. i still can have a great laugh.
pei qing, debs, kaori, amanda, hidayah and ryo. haha they're hilarious.
especially the part when
peiqing debs and me were in the mrt train on the way back. omg my pee almost came out! >.<"" i laughed so hard!!!
good times. GOOD TIMES. (;
so well that's the end of my ranting.
i'm gonna flunk my first 2 tests of the term. WISH ME LUCK (:
