REWIND.

Saturday, November 26, 2011 @9:25 PM

back again to write another post.

my period is still not here!!! gosh.. it's been like 10 days late already!!!

and i'm leaving for taiwan in like.. what 3 days?! gosh!!!

well.. went for a morning run with my parents and after that we went to have breakfast.

i hope this will become a regular routine that we can stick to.

then everyone will be so healthy and strong! haha!!

so i saw someone very unexpected.. and he was with a girl. and i think i know who she was.

oh wells. i thought i would feel.. something but all i thought was wow.

i got cheated yet again. being lied to again.

i'm forever being lied to again and again. whether it's from the same person or not.

and you know how intolerant i am towards these people. so therefore i am not angry at him but rather angry at myself for even having the thought of believing that it was real.

oh well. i am forever alone. so.. i've gotten used to it

now i am just being thankful for everything that i have now and not be so picky about life.

i am thankful for my family, for providing me with not only shelter and food, but also everything that i need.

also thankful to all my friends who have been there when i needed them. really. without you guys i wouldnt have been able to survive this school year.

i am also thankful that i am healthy and not sick, though i have an injury but it's kind of dormant.

so i shouldnt be brooding over such petty little things but rather move on yeah.

i still feel very out of place. very empty inside.. i dunno how to kick away this feeling.

i do miss my old place. really do. i dunno maybe it's because of that..? i'm not too sure.

sigh... i dunno what else to do now..

nothing seems to interest me anymore.

people...? nahh..

shall take a nap now.